i know what your talkin about.... WHEN MY HOMIE DIED AND I WAS LOOKIN AT HIM RIGHT IN FRONT OF ME LIFELESS, ITS ONE OF THOSE WEIRD ASS FEELINGS THAT ONLY SOMEONE WHO BEEN IN THAT POSITION CAN DESCRIBE... ESPECIALLY WHEN THE BODY IS ALL STIFF, OR JUST LIMP..... AND AINT SHIT YOU CAN DO ABOUT IT.... THEIR IS SOMETHIN ABOUT DEATH THATS JUST GOT THIS FEELING TO IT.... ONLY LATER IS WHEN YOU CRY ABOUT IT... WHEN YOU REALIZE YOU WONT EVER SEE HIM AGAIN, AND ALL THE SHIT YALL COULD BE DOIN TOGETHER... BUT NOT ANY MORE.... IM TRULY SORRY FOR YOU FOLX!!! I KNOW WHAT YOU GOIN THROUGH, OR WILL GO THROUGH.