This is my final address ~ itz time to take my final ride /
Give my family goodbyes while tears pour from they eyez /
But dont cry ~ this world was never a place i felt i could be free /
Keep me forever in your hearts ~ so that i might live on eternally /
People were turnin me ~ into someone i didnt recognize in tha mirror /
Maybe in tha depthz of slumber ~ my discrepenciez just might get clearer /
As i start walkin white light getz clearer ~ Im hearin stringz and noises /
Angelic harmony ~ comin from harpz and violinz and voicez /
Each and everyone of my choicez ~ had led me one step closer to heaven /
I was alwayz a thug ready to die ~ but i still turned to God for my blessinz /
Tell my mother theyz no need for stressin ~ i might be gone but im still her guardian angel /
Alwayz watchin her to break her free ~ from any web in which she getz entangled /
Tell my closest homey, angle ~ that a brotha like him alwayz kept a place in my heart /
Tell my girl i love her ~ and to stand strong through this time that we are apart /
They say an ends a start ~ just know how much i cared, and that yall cant ever be replaced /
We will unite again in god's presence ~ just look for me, tha thug with wingz standin at tha pearly gatez /
i could never be free ~ this world turned me into something i couldnt be /
eternally hooked on weed and makin adversaries bleed /
they never wanted to see me strive ~ rather be dead than alive /
but everytime i hear those words ~ i can picture the family cry /
my reflection delivers pain ~ a man torn over life and its worth /
never had a chance since birth ~ but i took the chance to fight this curse /
as i disperssed blows to friends ~ took out agression on the first person /
started cursin ~ slurred words got u yellin whats he blurtin /
but itz nothin u wanna hear ~ concealed more rage than county jails /
when u see me fail ~ itll be the day they carry me away in a red trail /
blood drippin from the neck ~ sweat pourin from those who watchin /
bet u would never expect ~ to be alive to see this coffin /
startin coughin ~ tears run down , cuz when u dead they say they care /
but durin life they cause dispair ~ just feel the black rain from my heavens prayer /
Give my family goodbyes while tears pour from they eyez /
But dont cry ~ this world was never a place i felt i could be free /
Keep me forever in your hearts ~ so that i might live on eternally /
People were turnin me ~ into someone i didnt recognize in tha mirror /
Maybe in tha depthz of slumber ~ my discrepenciez just might get clearer /
As i start walkin white light getz clearer ~ Im hearin stringz and noises /
Angelic harmony ~ comin from harpz and violinz and voicez /
Each and everyone of my choicez ~ had led me one step closer to heaven /
I was alwayz a thug ready to die ~ but i still turned to God for my blessinz /
Tell my mother theyz no need for stressin ~ i might be gone but im still her guardian angel /
Alwayz watchin her to break her free ~ from any web in which she getz entangled /
Tell my closest homey, angle ~ that a brotha like him alwayz kept a place in my heart /
Tell my girl i love her ~ and to stand strong through this time that we are apart /
They say an ends a start ~ just know how much i cared, and that yall cant ever be replaced /
We will unite again in god's presence ~ just look for me, tha thug with wingz standin at tha pearly gatez /
i could never be free ~ this world turned me into something i couldnt be /
eternally hooked on weed and makin adversaries bleed /
they never wanted to see me strive ~ rather be dead than alive /
but everytime i hear those words ~ i can picture the family cry /
my reflection delivers pain ~ a man torn over life and its worth /
never had a chance since birth ~ but i took the chance to fight this curse /
as i disperssed blows to friends ~ took out agression on the first person /
started cursin ~ slurred words got u yellin whats he blurtin /
but itz nothin u wanna hear ~ concealed more rage than county jails /
when u see me fail ~ itll be the day they carry me away in a red trail /
blood drippin from the neck ~ sweat pourin from those who watchin /
bet u would never expect ~ to be alive to see this coffin /
startin coughin ~ tears run down , cuz when u dead they say they care /
but durin life they cause dispair ~ just feel the black rain from my heavens prayer /