I guess you guys are all gangsta rappers though... I havent been around these boards often... I've left rap behind a bit... I enjoy hearing pleasant music more often then violent crazy shit, but there will always be more violent crazy shit.... anyways... heres a rhyme thats serious, poetic, and emotional, probably what you guys would consider gay but check it out... I plan to record it on a melodramic slow beat... psycho sounding kinda
peace...
Why am I so unmotivated/
why is life overrated/
Things I ask myself/
on a daily basis/
I look around/
and see the same faces/
stuck in the same places/
this thought embraces/
my state of mind/
a monotonous daily grind/
intertwined/
with the rest of mankind/
on this pointless planet/
the ball of granite/
I roam so frequently/
picking pieces up/
from the cracked debris/
under my feet/
I got a job/
but it seems pointless as well/
fake sick like crazy/
to keep away from that hell/
but I'm not really lying/
cause the customers make me ill/
wanna pop a suicide pill/
my lifes goin down hill/
man I swear/
I'm sick of solitaire/
I'm sick of breathin this air/
so many times I've stopped/
and passed out/
without a doubt I awoke/
alive but pale/
loggin onto ebay/
posting life for sale/
but you cant tell anyone else/
alright?/
Cause tonite/
I'm takin a divine flight/
to the gates of eternity/
where the angels will furnish me/
and I got the key/
along with the space rocket/
in my back pocket/
my mother sewed/
when it ripped/
on my leg/
my father healed/
when I slipped/
And mom, I wore your/
homesewn x-mas sweater/
when I wrote this letter/
just wanted to let you know/
up here, I'm doin better./
peace...
Why am I so unmotivated/
why is life overrated/
Things I ask myself/
on a daily basis/
I look around/
and see the same faces/
stuck in the same places/
this thought embraces/
my state of mind/
a monotonous daily grind/
intertwined/
with the rest of mankind/
on this pointless planet/
the ball of granite/
I roam so frequently/
picking pieces up/
from the cracked debris/
under my feet/
I got a job/
but it seems pointless as well/
fake sick like crazy/
to keep away from that hell/
but I'm not really lying/
cause the customers make me ill/
wanna pop a suicide pill/
my lifes goin down hill/
man I swear/
I'm sick of solitaire/
I'm sick of breathin this air/
so many times I've stopped/
and passed out/
without a doubt I awoke/
alive but pale/
loggin onto ebay/
posting life for sale/
but you cant tell anyone else/
alright?/
Cause tonite/
I'm takin a divine flight/
to the gates of eternity/
where the angels will furnish me/
and I got the key/
along with the space rocket/
in my back pocket/
my mother sewed/
when it ripped/
on my leg/
my father healed/
when I slipped/
And mom, I wore your/
homesewn x-mas sweater/
when I wrote this letter/
just wanted to let you know/
up here, I'm doin better./
