I'm tired of having to act hard all the fucking time just so these dirty bitch's and niggaz wont try to get you. I'm tired of not having enough fucking money to do what I want. I'm tired of being single and only meeting bitch's with no soals with a permanent spot in the shade. I'm tired of my success being unable to enjoy this shit! I hate the fact no matter how hard I try I cant change the way I feel inside. I'm tired of having a feeling like any day I can get locked up over some bullshit mistake I made when I was in the wrong mind state. I'm tired of all the hate inside of me. I'm tired of being in a crowd of people and still feeling alone. I'm tired of being unable to hug my kids any time I want to because they live an hour away. I'm tired of being the only guy who looks white in my family. I'm tired of being the only mexican at my job. I'm tired of being the only real nigga around a bunch of faggets. I'm tired of fucking a bitch when I'm drunk without a condom and sweating the shit the next day. I'm tired of these haters coming around my house. I'm tired of white people in general. I'm tired of this bullet in my toe. I'm tired of trying to do right and fucking up the next day. I'm tired of my dope fien mother talking shit when I come by the house. I'm tired of my grandma always asking me when I'm going to get married and settle down. I'm tired of me getting my little brother into shit that can get him killed. I'm tired of my tears when I think what I've lost because of anger. I'm tired of having more then my homies and feeling like shit because they cant be the same way when we all had nothing. I'm tired of my cuzzin always trying to get him meth. I'm tired of my uncle roberto telling me to help him do some shit and he'll pay me but only comes with dub.
IM TIRED OF A LOT OF SHIT AND I CANT SLEEP BECAUSE OF COCAIN!!!!!
IM TIRED OF A LOT OF SHIT AND I CANT SLEEP BECAUSE OF COCAIN!!!!!