1) (A few years back) One night while I was at home in the living room, I heard like someone was knocking on my door.
I got up to answer it, just as I stepped torwards the door, I went back to pause the movie I was watching.
As I stepped away from the door, I heard gun shots down the street. The last bullet went right through my door. In the center of it, head level. Had I not went back to pause my dvd player, I would've got shot right in the forehead.
2) ( A couple years ago) Some rivals hit my house up ready to shoot at anyone they find. They were strapped wearin ski masks and caught my cousin leaving my house with his son.
Luckily, these suckas didn't have the balls to pull the trigger. Any how, I was plottin on retaliating.
Got a hold of a dirty cuete and found where these suckas stayed at. Peeped the spot ahead of time, had a get away plan, the whole 9 yards.
One night leading into the days that I was gonna hit these suckas up, I had a dream.
I very realistic dream....
I dreamed that I shot one of these cats in the head and instantly felt guilt.
The guilt and sorrow hit me right after smoking this cat. Man it was hella real, I felt sad and very bad that I had killed this bastard. For his sake and mines, cuz I knew I would get caught up in the long run. I woke up feeling extremely happy that it was only a dream. This is the reason why I let this shit go.
3) (almost 3 years ago) I dumped my girl for another after she told me she had a miscarriage. I was with this chic who I was with only for lust. Many times, I didn't use protection because she was infertile. She then started catching feelings and told me she was pregnant, which I doubted.
Any how, I find my ex lied about her miscarriage and was going to have my son soon.
Shit was twisted and I was twisted at the time, very fucking twisted....
I couldn't trust the girl I was with but fuck, I wasn't ready to have 2 kids with 2 different mothers.
I didn't like this girl I was with so like Scott Peterson, I started plottin shit since she didn't want to abort. I thought of either beatin the shit out of her or kill her.
I know it's twisted but I wasn't me during this time.
I plotted the shit out, every detail....
My son was born and I left the town to see him, thinking I was gonna take care of this girl when I got back. Well she eluded me when I got back, she was angry that I went to go see my son.
So she hid from me.... Months past and when I actually saw her, she wasn't pregnant at all. It was a fucking lie so I spared the her.... Her infertile ass just had a daughter with some other cat.... My successor.
Was it just a coincedance?
4) (Almost 2 years ago)
Not all my blessings have been good.
Got an idea in my sleep about making a certain song.
Relating Satanism with gang banging.
I was talkin to my boy young Rico with Black & Brown and he was looking for a hard ass gang bangin song for un upcoming Norteno album.
That was the perfect opportunity for my idea. So we recorded a song called Demon's In Da Dark, glorifying Satan in a way. The trippy thing is that the song stemmed from an idea. I wrote the beggining verse, and asked my bros to write their own verses. Gave them a few pointers of what the song was about and that was it. No rehearsing, went straight to Larry K's studio and recorded our shit. With out knowing what the fuck we wrote altogether. Once their, everything fell in place perfectly. Larry tripped out when he found out that we didn't even rehearsed our shit or even knew what each had written.
Took the track to Rico and he was feelin, him and his boys. I think the cat is Christian cuz I could see it his eyes that he was offended. So next thing I know, they make some shit up sayin they couldn't use the beat cuz it was "off". Meaning it was off beat or some shit. But what ever.... I know they didn't use it because of it's content.
And all I did was put together the hardest gang bangin track I could come up with, which was what they asked for....
Trippy shit....
5) Just a few months ago, I was broke as a joke.
I owed people money and had to come up with 2 G's in one day. Luckily, I was able to get a hold of some cash from a friend but I had 2 weeks to pay him.
Don't know how I made through this shit but I did.
Some how I managed to get through this, though I came out of it with negative figures in my checking account.
I never gave charity, no matter what. But I had just started readin the bible during that time.
It said that God will always take care of his children no matter what, so no need to worry about food and shelter. So, I gave money to what ever homeless person I come across with. One time I only had 3 bucks, gave 2 and kept 1. This went on for a while until early this year.
I got a $4,500 bonus from work and a $2 raise....
With this economy and employers being very cautious, I felt extremely blessed....
6) (2 years ago) Almost forgot to mention the time I saved my girls life from keeping her from flying on an airline who had an accident and killed most people on board.....
Just got an idea in my head, to ask her to cancel her flight. She refused but then accepted and canceled the flight just a few days before the accident.
These are only the ones that stand out.
PS.... I know there's some repulsing shit on here. But just to let ya'll know that ain't me anymore. I'm a changed man....
Again, lookin back at the old me I can say I am blessed....
