You ever feel like the bullshit in your life is never gonna end?

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Mr. D-Sane

Mr. D-Sane

Sicc OG, muthafucka
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Apr 25, 2002
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I just had what has got to go down in history as one of the worst days in my life. I don't even want to elaborate.....it's too much to even think about right now......but these Percacets and Bacardi is helping me cope with it.

CALGON........take me away..........................................:(

I tried to sit down and let the pain go through my fingers (I tried to make some beats).......but I don't even know where to begin. The pain.....the anger.....the sadness.....too many emotions all trying to come out at once.

I don't know why I'm puttin' this on here.......I'm just a real muthafucka and I go through shit like everybody else......I ain't ashamed. It's 4am and I ain't got nobody to talk to........so I'm venting here. This is about the only thing I got stopping me right now from snappin'..............how sad.

Thoughts & feelings? Speak on it.........
 
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BIG BOLO

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I feel that

Bullshit don't never end especially when you have so many people and things in your life that create drama/headaches.
The only thing I can tell ya is, If the headaches out weigh the good shit that people do for you...It's time to cut em short,
and save yourself the bullshit.
 
Cranky

Cranky

Sicc OG
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Apr 25, 2002
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Stay strong, and stay motivated D.....I fuckin' feel you on days like that. I've had a few of those recently, and I'll elect not to elaborate on it either. Stay up homie......
 
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MR.VILLAIN

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Apr 25, 2002
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I posted something similar in the gathering of minds forum........

Keep that head up D...i was feeling like that yesterday..........till i got that JOB i been tossin and turnin' in bed over today...pee test tommorow,I KNOW i'm finna pass that,i been clean since i came here......gotta pass a fucked up physicall,but it's in the bag........still stressin' cause i got a light bill to pay as well as my cell and never-ending court fines and restitution shit.....the BULLSHIT IS NEVER GOING TO PASS...just got to roll with the punches the devil(or for you atheists,LIFE)throws at you.1.
 
I AM

I AM

Some Random Asshole
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Apr 25, 2002
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Damn D....Sorry to hear that shit...You know you got support from us! I'll get at you....Keep your head up home boy!
 
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Devilish Scheme

Sicc OG
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Apr 25, 2002
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im glad mo-x got to talk with you....everyone needs someone to turn to at a bad time in ther life, just someone to hear them out. I hope things turn out better for you man! im not going through the best time right now ither, and i hate everything for it....i just let all my friends go do to things they dont do or id expect them to do since i was always ther for them. If music wasnt around i dont kno wher id be today, thats why i appricate everyone musicwise for what they do, they should kno that what they're doing is helping or motivating someone in another place, cause it has been for me....its somthing i turn to, to ease my pains. I just try to put what i can behind me, and to tha brighter things in life. Just kno that were all here for you. stay up. one love
 
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CODE

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Oct 20, 2002
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I'm a real muta fucka too......and shit happens like that sometimes, when things are alreday goin bad they go even worse and worse.....but thats life....we have all been there just hangin on to the edge.....you have to be strong.....thats why the weak commit suicide becasue they were not strong enough too deal with the pain of life.....If things don't go wrong then you ain't livin, same way is if you don't have enemies then you not really livin either.....You have to be positive and have the strenghth to over come these obstacles and remeber that everybody has problems. To end this though...your problems will solve themselve in time....guaranteed!
 
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4T7

Sicc OG
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Jul 3, 2002
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D you need some pussy dawg...When was the last time you had some real fun?...went out with the homies, got fucked up, and got laied?

I feel you though....we all go through a little maddness every now and then...I'm already knowin' your koo though!

Stay Uppers.......You got alot of Fans!!!
 
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YOUNG K9

Sicc OG
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Apr 25, 2002
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i feel ya mayne, i goin thru the same shit....court cases, restitution, no job, jail time, droppin school classes, no skrill, mental problems, etc...shits bulshit homie, seems like when im bout to get up out the hole, mo shit just pops up and sets me back,.....only good thang i got going is stayin offa drugs, tryna get my mind right, tryna straiten up my family, ......ive been on the bottom of the totem pole for a minute now, and just startin to raise up off this bullshit....its a evil world with vicious circles and devilish spirits, thats why i cant wit for my afterlife with god cause this world we livin in now is definately not positive or heavenly....
 
Cranky

Cranky

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Apr 25, 2002
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"I'm tired of this bullshit, I'm losing my fuckin' mind, that's how I been feelin' Lately".......That cut has got me through some stressful shit recently, just turnin' the volume up and listen to them real ass spits over that savage beat. That's some real ass shit right there in that cut.......Music always makes me feel better.....
 
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kaoz206

Sicc OG
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Apr 25, 2002
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Cranky said:
Music always makes me feel better.....
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Thats exactly how I feel, I dont know what i'd do without music that shit would be make me crazy. "Lately" is definitely one of the best tracks from SLR period, D-Sane was on this some really deep shit on this one.
 
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