YALL EVER LOST ANYONE REALLY CLOSE TO YOU?

[Ca$h_Midwestern]

DAMN RECENTLY I LOST A REALLY GOOD FRIEND. I KNEW HIM FOR 7 YRS HE LIVED RIGHT DOWN THE STREET. THIS SHIT FUCKIN HURTS YA KNOW, I LOST 4 HOMIES THIS SUMMER. BUT THIS ONE REALLY HURT CUZ HE WAS REALLY CLOSE. YOU KNOW, HE NEVER SMOKED, DRANK, HE WAS GOING TO SCHOOL LOCALLY HE HAD HIS LIFE PLANNED. REALLY GOOD FAMILY MAN, BUT HE WAS TAKEN. SOMETIMES I THINK IT JUST AINT FAIR AND IT AINT RIGHT. I MEAN I PUT THAT ON EVERYTHING I SHOULDA DIED INSTEAD OF HIM. THERE JUST BEEN SO MUCH DEATH GOING ON LATELY IT JUST HURTS. I JUST WANT YALL TO EXPRESS SUM SHIT YALL GOING THROUGH WE CAN HELP EACHOTHER YOU FEEL? I USUALLY KEEP MY SHIT IN. I DROPPED MY RAP GROUP CUZ THEM MUTHA FUCKAS AINT UNDERSTAND WHAT I WAS GOING THROUGH, MY MOMS WAS SICK AND I COULDNT ROLL WITH EM A FEW TIMES. FAMILY COME FIRST. THIS SHIT JUST BEEN PISSIN ME OFF LATELY, I LOST MY JOB, YOU KNOW. ALL I GOT IS THIS COMPILATION THATS WHAT I LIVE FOR. I DONT THINK, THINGS HAPPEN FOR A REASON. PEOPLE SAY IF YOU PRAY THINGS GONE GET BETTER AND GOD WORK IN MYSTERIOUS WAYS. I BEEN PRAYING FOR YEARS AND THINGS AINT GOT BETTER, THINGS GETTIN WORSE. ONLY GOOD THING MY MOMS CANCER WENT AWAY, BUT THAT I DONT THINK WAS ANYTHING DUE TO PRAYING. JUST POST UP THE SHIT U GOING THROUGH. I SUPPORT MY SICCNESS FAM. I KNOW A LOT OF YALL OUT THERE REAL AND GOING THROUGH A THING. THE THUG SHIT, FAMILY SHIT, SCHOOL SHIT, JUST WHATEVER.
THANKS
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[SPORADIC]

mann Dogg..I can relate..but what don't kill us make us stronger..Me,myself lost a brotha on these streets...And to this days mannnn I miss that fool soooooo much.........I say the best way to memorialize them cats is too puts all your anger,your emotion, and strength into what you love to do and let them shine through...We call can relate to death tragadies but unfortunately we all gotta take that road..............1....R-I-P LIL ANT.....

 

[Ca$h_Midwestern]

CUZZ IF YOU COULD ONLY HEAR MY MUSIC I AINT LIKE THESE CATS ON HERE THAT WOOFIN HOW TIGHT THEY ARE. YOU GOTTA HEAR THE EMOTION AND LYRICS THAT I GOT MAN. ITS THAT REAL SHIT HOMIE.
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[TmBlackFlag]

I don't know if any of ya'll heard about that car accident in on the 80 freeway in vallejo, right next to admiral callahan way.

it was august 2001, i lost 2 close homies in that crash. 5 people in the car, 2 of them are my best friends and the rest i don't know. Only my 2 homies die. Shit is fucked.