i mean, it was alot of stuff to look at. i was in oklahoma at the time. i knew my market would be in california, so it was that much harder for me. i mean, i am half white and mexican, and in oklahoma, especially at that time, you get shit on if you are mixed or a minority, and it goes the other way too, since there is so much racism there. if you look white at all, it is kinda hard to get accepted doin rap i am sure. i mean, people that knew me didn't trip on it, but tryna sell cd's or put em on consignment anywhere would have been real tough. i still have the love, but my mind is else where with a different focus now. stay up