Something that I know I have a problem with is finding motivation in doing things--take for instance rappin'--a simple feeling of hate can spill off into 2 pages of some evil hate-filled shit--it's like my trigger but I can't pull it at will--it pulls itself--I'll get done with workin' for 9-10 hours each day dealin' with people--most of which make me sick to my stomach with their huge ego's and I'm too good to even be caught in a room with this guy type of attitude and I find myself gettin' really heated-really fast.....I go home with a plan to not let anything gettin' in my way of goin' back to the pad--grab my pad-- and get to scribblin' shit down but as soon as I get to the crib--homies hit me up and throw me way off track fucking off when I could be doing what my plan was in the first place--chillin' at home savin' skrill and tryin' to do what makes me feel good (outside of liquor,drugs&women).................anyway I'm ramblin' alot but what do yall do to get your mind focused and keepin' it there.........................outro
What's Your Motivation.................
- Thread starter Hihlosis
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that's cool--this is my problem though--I would rather go out kickin' it and shit with my boys, still rappin' with other folks in the neighborhood but there are too many outside influences ivolved in that......we get together and fuck some off the top shit up but I can't just sit at home and listen to the phone ring and have the will power to ignore it cause I feel like I'm gonna miss out on that next oppurtunity (money, networking, havin' fun) so I answer the phone and end up out till 2 am and have to be up to work the next morning at 6 am feelin' like shit- the next day I feel disapointed that I didn't follow my game plan (sit home, focus, and write)--but at the same time aint no one hearin'/feelin' my shit if I keep it hidden from everybody--there is nothing I enjoy more than hittin' the session and fuckin' shit up and watchin' people move to my shit but nowadays everybody (or at least everybody thinks they can) bust some shit and really all I'm doin' is wastin' my breathe cause I'm not in the booth due to my lack of stayin' focused...............all in all--I know I can do whatever I put my mind to but it is hard stayin' on that track and not fallin' off and being distracted--------------any suggestions on how to put this in check...............outro
my motivation for writting or flowing is my life in general...im not gunna bitch but i get fucking screwed in life...Love, Money, Police, everything. at the end of the day i can sit down and layout a flow or spit and i can make my day feel better. getting all the shit i had on my chest off. my mind is an endless pit of heartbreaks. some of the most important things in my life start to fade and i can stand it. seriously i flow to people to letm know wassup. so many things go wrong in my life and i spread information to others. most of the time its the past brought up covered up the bad spots and recycled for more than what its worth. when i start flowing though i can go for awhile without even thinking about a word. at first i couldnt do it verbally but im getting better now. my fingers flow over a board of keys washing away pains and bringing togethor dreams and it only seems as if i were venting but im not just venting im letting people know about life how the fuck it up and how it aint gunna happen no more
~peaCe
~peaCe
My motivation to stay on track is that I know it will pay off in the end. Yeah partying and all that shit is cool, but it gets old. You won't go nowhere like that. You have to start handling buisness. I used to go to work all jacked up from partying the night before work. Nope not any more. You might find that you will do better on your own without your so called friends. No matter what though there will always be something to throw you off course. It will take time...sooner or later it will kick in.
