I'm fresh out the county on bail and no sooner do I get out seems like I'm right back in jail/For some gang related activity 'cause everyday different fools try to get wit me/For no mo than a color a territory can't rehabilitate 'em that's the sheriff's story so what's left? the judge goes deaf when you try to tell yo side and you ain't blue eyed?/ Boy you betta duck 'cause the book is comin so just hand ya car keys over to ya woman/'Cause there ain't no sunshine where you headed and the shit'll drive you crazy if ya let it/But now I got time to think because they hit me wit everythang but the kitchen sink/And I ain't even shed a tear 'cause believe it or not they got mo love for me here/Now picutre that on a black and white photograph because brothers you don't know the half/ Now on the streets I was damn near outta my mind but ever since I been down I'm colorblind....
Dear diary I'm havin a little problem I can't make it by myself maybe you can help me solve 'em/ I'm confused and I don't know what to do I gotta tell someone because there's no one else to talk to/ I wanna die but it ain't for me I try to talk to my dad but my old man ignores me/ He says I'm delirious and that I drink too much so he doesn't take me serious/ But little does he know I'm really losin it I got a head but ain't no screws in it/ And I be thinkin deep that's one of the reasons at night I can't sleep/ I thought it would change when I was older but even now I'm still peepin over my shulder/ Is there life after death troop?And what about the nigga with the cane and the black suit?/ And what about cancer? Too many muthafuckin questions and not enough answers/ In ain't no use in tryin we might as well face it we were all born dyin/There's a black book in Brad's hand and it's the diary of a mad man....