What the fuck is life?

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CinFul-1

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Really, all this shit is fucked up to me. I'm very confused? Why is everything so hard and crazy!!!! I'm not complaining just really I wonder if this is all as cracked up as it should be. I'm 24 and have been through a grip a shit!!! I went from being a convict to having 2 college degrees and instructing a CPU program at the local college. I did all this and still don't understand whats so great about this world. I honestly hate this world and feel for every 1 good person, there are 200 Billion pieces of shit!!! I dont understand why this world is spoken of so highly. To be honest I think the Humanrace is horrible and we dont do shit!!!! The universe would be lucky if Earth got hit with a meteor!!! Sometimes I wish I was still locked up, just because I hate this world and all it's Bullshit!!!
 

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CINFUL,
I TAKE IT BEIN' LOCCED UP DIDN'T TEACH YOU TO APPRECIATE YOUR FREEDOM MORE. OR ELSE YOU WOULDN'T OF SAID THAT COMMENT. BUT I gUESS MUTHA-FUKAS gONNA HAVE TO gET AN ARM PULLED OFF, LOSE THEIR LEgS OR HAVE THEY SIgHT OR HEARIN' TOOKEN TO APPRECIATE WHAT YOU ALREADY HAVE.

I KNOW THIS LIFE IS FUCCED UP AND THAT WE ALL gONNA DIE. THIS LIFE AIN'T SHIT. OF COURSE THERE'S LOVED ONES AND gOOD TIMES AND ALL THAT STUFF DESPITE THE BULLSHIT, THE THANg IS WHAT IS YOU DOIN' TO LEAVE YOUR MARK? WHAT IS YOU DOIN' TO TRY TO BE HAPPY? WHAT IS YOUR PURPOSE HERE?
 
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CinFul-1

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EDJ said:
CINFUL,
I TAKE IT BEIN' LOCCED UP DIDN'T TEACH YOU TO APPRECIATE YOUR FREEDOM MORE. OR ELSE YOU WOULDN'T OF SAID THAT COMMENT.
I knew I would hear that. But truthfully and Honestly, I did not have to deal with problems locked up. No rent to be paid, no arguing with hoes because My ho was my right hand. The liccs you pull and shit you slang is minor compared to being locked down. Yeah you might hustle some grugs and shit to folx, but it is diffrent from the market you have outside. I acyually liked the rules of being locked up, Snitches get fucked, Chomos get dealt with and you become a man or a punk. Out here I see snitches get loved. Punks get props and Chomos have rights, ya know what I'm sayin, The justice system us inmates would enforce is far better than the courts. Locked down rapists get fucked people who hurt old people and shit like that, get nathin!!! Here I see snitches with Popo's in their hand mane. People who are rapist marks that walk the street with there heads high mane!!! You have to wonder were more justice is served in the courts or the pen!!!
 

EDJ

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THEN YOU KNOW THIS JUSTICE SYSTEM IS FUCCED AND IT'S SUPPOSED TO BE THE BEST IN THE WORLD. THAT'S WHY YOU DON'T TRUST MAN. BUT WHAT DID YOU LEARN IN THE CLINK CUZZ? CAUSE I WOULDN'T WANT TO gO BAK. OBVIOUSLY YOU HAD IT MADE WHERE YOU WAS AT. I HAD ADVERSITY BASICALLY EVERYDAY.
 
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CinFul-1

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EDJ said:
THEN YOU KNOW THIS JUSTICE SYSTEM IS FUCCED AND IT'S SUPPOSED TO BE THE BEST IN THE WORLD. THAT'S WHY YOU DON'T TRUST MAN. BUT WHAT DID YOU LEARN IN THE CLINK CUZZ? CAUSE I WOULDN'T WANT TO gO BAK. OBVIOUSLY YOU HAD IT MADE WHERE YOU WAS AT. I HAD ADVERSITY BASICALLY EVERYDAY.
Yeah your right. I was a smart fool so I figured out how to keep a very active trade and controlled shit comin in and out. Made me a target, but I kept the right fools happy, that put in work for me just cuz I kept them compensated. But best believe I had homies plotin on me, but best believe I had my share of drama. I just planned any moves like chess to stay ahead of the rest. Because I had a college education when i first went in, I had some breaks and info other folx didn't have. So I knew that shit in and out. Knew when shakedowns would crack knew the 5'o's that needed dope. I controlled hella drops and ended up getting 50% of every drop that went my way. So I did come up. Just cuz I could bring anything inside. But damn I changed my ways and have less problems now. But this world is still a joke
 
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EDJ said:
BUT I gUESS MUTHA-FUKAS gONNA HAVE TO gET AN ARM PULLED OFF, LOSE THEIR LEgS OR HAVE THEY SIgHT OR HEARIN' TOOKEN TO APPRECIATE WHAT YOU ALREADY HAVE.

I always see people bitching about this and that and that and this, fucken pisses the shit out of me. Fucken ungrateful bastards. I don't have much, but I am thankful for what i do have. There's a million people who would switch places with me in a heartbeat. Some people don't even have a decent meal. Kids born with aids who will never even have the chance to see the years we take for granted. What if you were born retarded? Would you still be bitching? People got to look at what they have and not at what they don't.

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I feel you to the fullest cinful-1


I personally think the humanrace is a desease for this planet
we fucced this planet up bad and still fuccing it while we see what where doing wrong and do nothing about it
 
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Like the person who said life is what you make of it, I agree 100%. In my 27 years I have seen it all. I still go through it to this day, but you gotta find what makes you happy and content and try to maximize it to the fullest. I love to go fishing, so when a lot of my boys want to kick it or whatever, I go fishing, and people think I am weird or a square, I dont care though, I enjoy it. Find your true friends and family, surround yourself with them and your half way there. I mean your true friends and I am sure you know what I mean, not the fools that act different around girls. I love life and my freedom, but you gotta learn from lifes lessons. I would never want to be locked up again, even though it would release the presure of everyday life, I couldnt go fishing or play Madden 2002. Stay up bro.
 
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Nostril King

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I agree 100% with everything you just said man...I'm not naive enough to think this world is going to get better, or go away - I'm just waiting to die...or the courage to cap myself.

fuck this world and everyone in it
 
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Bigdogg said:
Life is whatever u think it is and what u put in2 it, u cant except everythin if u put in nothing, u get what u give
yup someone who sits on they're ass every morning can't complain that there ain shit to do cuz they haven't even looked.

1 life to live.....so live everyday like its your last.
 
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Nostril King

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i WAS going to reply to your fuckin ass until i saw you had eminem in your sig

lame