If you heard what I have recorded you'd understand...Other then that my lyrics & content are so diffrent then anything else out there...
Heres a cupple samples...
Angel Dust
Please forgive me, this is the time when children die...The moment u look up & see cloud covered skies...The sorrow that surrounds lost souls is there still...I experinced the pain first hand, so i know how u feel...Its like a dream come true, wondering why it happened to you...A world that only exsist in the teardrops of'a few...So close to the edge, with a noose on my neck...I'd wash the blade, but i rather it linger & slowly infect...Ears poppin from pressure, its a battle i can't win...& whas sad is im not ready for the track to bend...No friends, & noone promising to be there inda end...Standing wit'a string & key, catching the kites, angels send...Id give you my world if i could, then you'd get it...Not vented, just rented, fucked over without a conscience thought of being innocent...Relise one-thing, some-thing-must-ring, for eyes to be mistrust-ing & lies to be so disgust-ing...& after it all...nothing left it like you did, the sting when i awoke from the dream...
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This is MY star, you'll never be able to have it...You can't even touch it, NEVER grasp it...Bring you back down to reality...Nothin even means shit to me...They say stars shine bright on lonely nights...A lil special sign inda sky that assures everything'll be alright...Its cold BITCH WAKE UP...This is MY cold BITCH WAKE UP...Im so disgusted with you...& when im next to you i feel so empty too...I hope you die...I'll whisper i love you & watch you die...This is MY HATE, You'll never be able to have it...You can't even touch it, NEVER grasp it...Bring yourself so close into me...Press your chest against mine & feel our hearts beat...Just the warmth alone could bring tears to your eyes...What do you do when grey clouds clutter skys...The small slivers of pain that make first loves break apart...Just holding that special place thas reserved for you called my heart...Its so cold & lonely on ya own...Its so hard when ya without feelings all alone...This is MY time to shine like the angels who lost they wings...This is MY time to sing like the harp with broken strings...I'll take it all in stride with the evil in your eyes...I know you can't wait to shatter promises & reveal lies...But im here for you becuase i love you...Bring yourself closer to me so i can kiss, hold, & hug you...This is MY moon, You'll never be able to have it...You can't even touch it, NEVER grasp it...And when i fall off it i hope i die...Just the whispers inda wind -You was mine...
Nicki's Song
There aint many like me, so wutt if i cut myself deep...Yea i tweak, but that aint the reason i don't sleep...So tell me whas next, cuase i can give you dreams...[Demented] for what it seems, we rivals by any means...I'll decapitate ya soul, put ya body in'a hole...Thas why your heart beats gettin slow & ya aint breath'n anymore...I gave up everything i had for someone else...Short of breath & i can't describe how the pain felt...How do you hide it when shits thick & coagilated like blood...When they 'contra-dick" every decision you make & call it love...Don't you know [THEY DON'T GIVE A FUCK ABOUT US]...Just'a bunch'a mufuckas & glass pipe in'a empty room smoke'n our lives to dust...I aint about to gett stuck thou, grab the gatts & i'll blast foe sho...Why ya think they call me smurf? [Cuase im in blue, head to toe]...They say follow your heart right?...Well what do you do when your heart tells you to end ya life?