cause when i was down and out, weed and every other drug was all that was left. i spent all but 1 hundred dollars. did'nt have a job. saved it for a looong ass time. i told myself after that. i'm not wasting another dollar on shit to be picking out my pockets. it just did'nt give me a good feeling anymore. i did just about every drug hard for 4 years. thats a highschool or college education!