I woke up today, again, to an empty house. I begin by eating yogurt. Turn on the Mortal Kombat 3 game. Beat it a few times. Eat some salmon. Go sit on the porch and read Playboy with my shorts pulled up as far as the legs go so i tan more. Watch fuckin birds shit on my car. Now it gets real boring. 3 hours to kill before i go lift. So i walk in the hot sun for like 45 minutes. Come home fuck with MK3 some more. Shits getting worse. I sit in a chair for like a half hour. Watch cats sit in windows. Then my old neighbor starts talkin to me about how lawnmowers should be stored. Then i try to fix our weedwacker. Doesnt work. Eat more Salmon. (as of late, i have an awefully boring diet). Walk around the house for like another half hour. Theres no phone to call anyone or anyone to call me. I think i sat around to kill the rest of the time til i lifted.
This was an exciting day.
It is impossible to pick up any extra hours at work, even if someone calls off they cant get ahold of me. Shit yesterday i laid on the floor for 2 hours staring at the celing just thinking how much more fun it would be to be on drugs, but i couldnt just go buy any. Ive been clean for months.
IM GOING TO GO BACK TO PITTSBURGH AND ON THE WAY IM BUYING LOTS OF DRUGS... Im interested to see what you suggest for a reason to stay sober.
This was an exciting day.
It is impossible to pick up any extra hours at work, even if someone calls off they cant get ahold of me. Shit yesterday i laid on the floor for 2 hours staring at the celing just thinking how much more fun it would be to be on drugs, but i couldnt just go buy any. Ive been clean for months.
IM GOING TO GO BACK TO PITTSBURGH AND ON THE WAY IM BUYING LOTS OF DRUGS... Im interested to see what you suggest for a reason to stay sober.
