Dont kno if this is against the rules, just somthin fun to do, so i guess ill start it off,
i dont kno where im goin in this life of sin
everday is different dont kno where to begin
got all these ideas of what i cood be
all these inivisions but is it just a fantasy
lifes been a stuggle since the early days
from the problems at home to the shitty grades
Tryin to learn from my familys mistakes
but it doesnt seem to work kus this game keeps suckin me in
even tho i know this life will just lead to the pin
ive seen the endings to this life im leading
yet im still here choosin to keep proceading
young in this game going on 16
I dont bang for that N O R T E
but everyday it crosses my mind constantly
I want to be like the G's ive seen
I want to be like my uncles whom i look up to respectfully
I Want to be the one they all fear
but in the back of my mind i want to be the one who steers clear
I want to become somthing so now im torn
I dont kno anymore what im to be
im a ghost in this life with a uncertain mentality
I kno they say dont lead this life
but what can i do when its tearin me up inside
i know the consequences but whats the use
im like a bomb that has a short fuse
waiting to finally be let loose
explode and become what im dying to be
a homie respected by all remembered for eternity
if anyone can relate to me
you know how it is
Sleepless nights, and mind is blank
i want to be somthing great
i want people to remmeber my name
i want so bad to achieve in this game
i want my life to be meant for somthing
that wood hurt me the most,
to leave this life knowin my life meant nothing
i dont kno where im goin in this life of sin
everday is different dont kno where to begin
got all these ideas of what i cood be
all these inivisions but is it just a fantasy
lifes been a stuggle since the early days
from the problems at home to the shitty grades
Tryin to learn from my familys mistakes
but it doesnt seem to work kus this game keeps suckin me in
even tho i know this life will just lead to the pin
ive seen the endings to this life im leading
yet im still here choosin to keep proceading
young in this game going on 16
I dont bang for that N O R T E
but everyday it crosses my mind constantly
I want to be like the G's ive seen
I want to be like my uncles whom i look up to respectfully
I Want to be the one they all fear
but in the back of my mind i want to be the one who steers clear
I want to become somthing so now im torn
I dont kno anymore what im to be
im a ghost in this life with a uncertain mentality
I kno they say dont lead this life
but what can i do when its tearin me up inside
i know the consequences but whats the use
im like a bomb that has a short fuse
waiting to finally be let loose
explode and become what im dying to be
a homie respected by all remembered for eternity
if anyone can relate to me
you know how it is
Sleepless nights, and mind is blank
i want to be somthing great
i want people to remmeber my name
i want so bad to achieve in this game
i want my life to be meant for somthing
that wood hurt me the most,
to leave this life knowin my life meant nothing