if u wanna add feedback go for it nothing negetive if it is i wont readit this herre is sensitive shit bout the girl i love...
Things have changed along with time//
And im lettn u know right now this shit aint just a rhyme//
Unno I got this feelin and I been concealin it//
Ready to yell out n spit this deep shit but I dunno if u feelin it//
At first site you shocked me//
My intermost thoughts blocked me from reality//
I aimed for a target I could never hit//
I got feelings for u that u could never get//
There is no word for what I have for u, the closest one we have is love//
And that shits ready to shove me over the edge//
On my darkest day u could make it bright, an everlasting might//
Being in love is like being in flight, everything is just right//
But now it seems u have faded away from me and I cant seem to find what Iv had//
This shits got me sittin here even a little mad, u don’t call//
Got me ready to fall to my knees and pray to God with my most worthy plee’s//
An unconditional dedication without hesitation//
Unno id do anything for u without compensation but it ends up with complication//
U mistake things that are true for things that are better for just you//
Friends come and friends go, but only a precious few stay//
And unno im there everday//
Been by ur side on the hospital bed//
Prayin to God the stongest I ever have that u don’t wind up hurt or dead//
Been there when others have left you cuz they cant accept u//
I know and love u for u, the best times we’ve had, the funny things u do//
I have stuck with u through thick n thin, watchin u get hurt again n again//
Iv seen u in the mornings before school//
Been with u in the mall skippin, actin like a fool//
Iv been there when u fought with family n friends, im always there and I don’t think it comprehends in ur mind im there everytime//
But u leave me blind with no answers//
Fuck hoes and striptease dancers you’re the kind of person I could never let go of//
You’re the kinda person that’s worth my time to flow of//
If u only remember one thing about me remember that I was always there//
The first person to take care, ready to take any dare to protect u//
Would never ever neglect or disrespect u//
Its hard though, when the person u love most, is the person u will never get//
These years we’ve spent unfold tears I cryout of truth//
I met u in my youth and I never forget what I felt and delt with//
I wonder what life would be like if I never met u, but I cant see it//
I just wanna get the point across to you that I search endlessly but im lost for u//
All I need is to hear your voice every once in a while but latly it hasn’t come//
Its seems as I were treated like a part-time friend but I know our friendship will NEVER end//
Love clouds my mind and blurs my vision from the real thing//
I know that we are not just a weak ass everyday fling//
I would sing at the top of my lungs for you//
Pull out my guns and get shot for u//
My life is yours for the taking just stop faking who u arnt and be yourself I saw it for awhile//
But meanwhile it seems as if u were in a state of denial on trial for something did wrong//
U said u would spend halloween with me and I can plainly see it wont happen//
U sit there trappin my every emotion and shooting them down without knowin, im spun around//
Laying on the ground starring at the stars in the black sky//
Thinking how is this life and when am I gunna die//
I don’t know what comes next for me its so complex for me//
I try everyday to make myself a better person doing something good//
But im impatient in love and I wish I would slow down and soak in reality//
Theres no miss congeniality, tempted fate, just another analogy//
Youll never see an apology from what im saying//
Its coming straight out from my heart to my finger tips and sometimes through my lips//
You have seen tears fall from my lovestruck eyes, you’ve heard my plee’s and my crys//
I just want u to someday realize what u mean to me//
We have shared secrets and spoken of things which should be whispered//
A trust that couldn’t be broken with any word or object//
We have had our moment of lust but I felt I had lost all trust and that I must regain and try to constrain how I really felt//
It meant something//
A fire burns deep in my heart fueled by wasted time and ended friendships//
My slips my falls it all crawls within and every once in a while its comes out//
I stand proud and shout what I feel knowing everything I say is real//
I try to talk to u but it sometimes comes out scatterd and u take it the wrong way//
But Im here to set it right to make my stand, to battle my fight everyday, everynight//
Some of the things I say might not be simple//
And some of the things I say might click and stick with u for a lifetime//
Lifetime, when I say the word it scares me, Im not sure if ull be there that long//
Its seems ur staying away as if I did something wrong//
I may have made mistakes that I regret and im sorry for//
But when my times up with u ill always need more//
U hit me deep inside, my inner-core, my heart screaming out but u shut the door//
It’s the worst feeling in the world when u feel what I have//
To give it all and receive a mere time slot in a busy life filled with people and choices//
Different volume levels and different voices//
I just want u to know im there for u now and forever//
2 special people living life together//
u have changed my life…//
changed my life forever//
i gave this to her....she is yet to call me back on it
Things have changed along with time//
And im lettn u know right now this shit aint just a rhyme//
Unno I got this feelin and I been concealin it//
Ready to yell out n spit this deep shit but I dunno if u feelin it//
At first site you shocked me//
My intermost thoughts blocked me from reality//
I aimed for a target I could never hit//
I got feelings for u that u could never get//
There is no word for what I have for u, the closest one we have is love//
And that shits ready to shove me over the edge//
On my darkest day u could make it bright, an everlasting might//
Being in love is like being in flight, everything is just right//
But now it seems u have faded away from me and I cant seem to find what Iv had//
This shits got me sittin here even a little mad, u don’t call//
Got me ready to fall to my knees and pray to God with my most worthy plee’s//
An unconditional dedication without hesitation//
Unno id do anything for u without compensation but it ends up with complication//
U mistake things that are true for things that are better for just you//
Friends come and friends go, but only a precious few stay//
And unno im there everday//
Been by ur side on the hospital bed//
Prayin to God the stongest I ever have that u don’t wind up hurt or dead//
Been there when others have left you cuz they cant accept u//
I know and love u for u, the best times we’ve had, the funny things u do//
I have stuck with u through thick n thin, watchin u get hurt again n again//
Iv seen u in the mornings before school//
Been with u in the mall skippin, actin like a fool//
Iv been there when u fought with family n friends, im always there and I don’t think it comprehends in ur mind im there everytime//
But u leave me blind with no answers//
Fuck hoes and striptease dancers you’re the kind of person I could never let go of//
You’re the kinda person that’s worth my time to flow of//
If u only remember one thing about me remember that I was always there//
The first person to take care, ready to take any dare to protect u//
Would never ever neglect or disrespect u//
Its hard though, when the person u love most, is the person u will never get//
These years we’ve spent unfold tears I cryout of truth//
I met u in my youth and I never forget what I felt and delt with//
I wonder what life would be like if I never met u, but I cant see it//
I just wanna get the point across to you that I search endlessly but im lost for u//
All I need is to hear your voice every once in a while but latly it hasn’t come//
Its seems as I were treated like a part-time friend but I know our friendship will NEVER end//
Love clouds my mind and blurs my vision from the real thing//
I know that we are not just a weak ass everyday fling//
I would sing at the top of my lungs for you//
Pull out my guns and get shot for u//
My life is yours for the taking just stop faking who u arnt and be yourself I saw it for awhile//
But meanwhile it seems as if u were in a state of denial on trial for something did wrong//
U said u would spend halloween with me and I can plainly see it wont happen//
U sit there trappin my every emotion and shooting them down without knowin, im spun around//
Laying on the ground starring at the stars in the black sky//
Thinking how is this life and when am I gunna die//
I don’t know what comes next for me its so complex for me//
I try everyday to make myself a better person doing something good//
But im impatient in love and I wish I would slow down and soak in reality//
Theres no miss congeniality, tempted fate, just another analogy//
Youll never see an apology from what im saying//
Its coming straight out from my heart to my finger tips and sometimes through my lips//
You have seen tears fall from my lovestruck eyes, you’ve heard my plee’s and my crys//
I just want u to someday realize what u mean to me//
We have shared secrets and spoken of things which should be whispered//
A trust that couldn’t be broken with any word or object//
We have had our moment of lust but I felt I had lost all trust and that I must regain and try to constrain how I really felt//
It meant something//
A fire burns deep in my heart fueled by wasted time and ended friendships//
My slips my falls it all crawls within and every once in a while its comes out//
I stand proud and shout what I feel knowing everything I say is real//
I try to talk to u but it sometimes comes out scatterd and u take it the wrong way//
But Im here to set it right to make my stand, to battle my fight everyday, everynight//
Some of the things I say might not be simple//
And some of the things I say might click and stick with u for a lifetime//
Lifetime, when I say the word it scares me, Im not sure if ull be there that long//
Its seems ur staying away as if I did something wrong//
I may have made mistakes that I regret and im sorry for//
But when my times up with u ill always need more//
U hit me deep inside, my inner-core, my heart screaming out but u shut the door//
It’s the worst feeling in the world when u feel what I have//
To give it all and receive a mere time slot in a busy life filled with people and choices//
Different volume levels and different voices//
I just want u to know im there for u now and forever//
2 special people living life together//
u have changed my life…//
changed my life forever//
i gave this to her....she is yet to call me back on it