The Day I Lost My Hero (Dedicated To My Father) R.I.P.

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May 10, 2002
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The Day I Lost My Hero A.K.A. October 27,2002 BLACK SUNDAY

whats up dad how ya doing lost my hero today praying I reach you in heaven thru a pen/
remember when we werent friends just clensing my soul inheriating your trends making amends/
I'm lucky to see you as a friend and a father thru my contact lens at my ends..hoping/
i'll see you in the afterlife waiting with arms open till then start with coping/
from this pain i bare from gramps and dad, a sudden pair wasting time together like we had a spare../
moment letting you know i always cared even when i was chillin with a stare/
sould of just sucked up some air and got to talking, tho some it was never often/
SAD i had to say this to you in your coffin showing you this hard face soften/
I never hated you dad just the liquor then you and mom would always bicker/
we aint like water we thicker as blood you had my back when i was face down in the mud/
all these emotions a flood so my eyes blurry i guess its ya time tho its early/
stuck together like lavern and shirley dont even worry bout Me Dawn and Mom are fine/
wipping tears from our eyes cherishing the times you were around lightening the mood in a crowd/
wasent ready to put you in the ground notice my frown prayed your pulse be found, think its time i un-wound/
hope your proud of my sounds, i lay it down and pray you smile just know our love runs deep as the nile/
saying I love you...I Know its been awhile, but your the one who taught me bout being a man/
Giving me the strength to say this...I wish you would of stayed holding the pan instead i'm without a hero falling apart like sand....damn/





Rest in peace dad i'll see you at the crossroads!
 
May 30, 2002
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Damn Suspect, that shyt had me on cryin mood.. I hear where you coming from with liquor shyt..my dad is the same with my mom...

Its deep and true to heart and I think that your dad is very pruod of you and where your at and what you doing..just remember that when you need someone to talk too he is always there for you watching on you...even though you cant see him he can see you and everything you....abd when you have something you need to get off your chest he's there to listen to you.....

I know cause I lost my God Mother and God Father at the same time.. and I just sit sometimes and just talk to them cuase I know that they can hear me and can help me...

As for my dad what can I say He is slowly dying cause he sticks to the bottle like glue..... and he knows that he dyin and that his kids and grand kids are gonna miss him but when it all comes down I really dont think he understands....

Thats my 2 cents and kinda like my venting on my father and all but if you need anyone to talk too im hear and Im a good listener...
 
Oct 24, 2002
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I lost my father an step father....That shit just comes with the territory...Life is suffering...to live is to suffer...You can either adapt to the suffering or you can let it bring you down...Ive done both...After a while i realized what i had to do..And stopped waiting for God to help me...IF i could give you any advice thats what i would do...Stay up...Sorry about your father Suspect..
 

Bone

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Jul 11, 2002
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^word.

I lost my pops too dogg. Feel lost out here in this world. Just make him proud like my folks tell me. Shit, hits me sometimes real shit. I still cant believe it. But I understand thats life you know. Stay up homie- In anything you do. Remember him.

one- (Cool shit)
 
Apr 25, 2002
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damn folks i feel your pain
I lost my father on October 21st 1998...i was 15...shit hurts...
his birthday was just last night as well...

but it'll make you who you are...so instead of lettin the pain take you down...let the memories mold you to a better person

stay up homie
one love to your father