All I see is sheds of tears, and deep down inside I been dead for years...
And I can't escape it...I'ma sleep and still drown in fear...Find me swollow'n
my pride, and I've cried for peers...Cant even pull myself together, so here's
my salute...To someone I used to be...Dilute'd from reality and deny roots of
what I was accused to be...And I'm too confused to see truth and whats real...
Refused to be normal & lead the life of a youth...I regret it, but now I'm too
bruised to heal...I dont think I'll ever get it.. Filled with false emotion...Always told
what to feel...And when I fall the walls comin tumbling down my sorrow would fill
an ocean...Under my breath I'm mumbling how I dont know whats what...Turn
to him until he grants devotion....Until then my eyes stay shut...
And I can't escape it...I'ma sleep and still drown in fear...Find me swollow'n
my pride, and I've cried for peers...Cant even pull myself together, so here's
my salute...To someone I used to be...Dilute'd from reality and deny roots of
what I was accused to be...And I'm too confused to see truth and whats real...
Refused to be normal & lead the life of a youth...I regret it, but now I'm too
bruised to heal...I dont think I'll ever get it.. Filled with false emotion...Always told
what to feel...And when I fall the walls comin tumbling down my sorrow would fill
an ocean...Under my breath I'm mumbling how I dont know whats what...Turn
to him until he grants devotion....Until then my eyes stay shut...