atchin my life pass... fuck it.. watchin the time pass..
cuz my life's last moment was something much more lifeless..
i write this.. the truth survival is hate..
half the people i run into are rivals or fakes..
im liable to snap.. eventually take lives..
lookin back on straps macs and shaved down steak knives..
i broke promises.. its tru..
but if you were in my situation when hatin was something to prove..
and i move thru hard times.. followed by more struggle..
when life and love and livin was too much to juggle..
every day could be ya last.. thats what they told me..
they fold me up in the casket ill be glad cuz the worlds cold see
every breath i took was useless..
if i dont make a difference.. then why do i do this..
its ruthless.. from deep within my heart..
i got a lot on my mind.. where do i start..
my mom is in depression and my cousin carries wessons..
wonderin what the answer is when they dont have a question..
and im sittin on a curb.. its absurd but its life..
and if i live in questino then i cant think twice..
strife, pain, i was doomed from the womb..
one foot in deep shit and the other in a tomb..
in my room thinkin how i can relate..
stay on my toes and keep my eyes out for snakes..
fate is fate is wont ask god why..
ill ask him for extensions on this fucked up life..
everything i did and pulled off was for the cause..
livin every moment.. cant think to pause..
cuz if i slow down then i might as well stop..
one love to the homies.. keep it on the blocc..
cuz when it gets to minds in due time theres hatred..
and motherfuckers mad cuz the other dude made it..
its a shame but in my brain i stay sane..
and maintain the same blood flowin in my veins..
its insane that i cant fight the ones who i hate..
and cant love tha ones that i helped create..
misplaced all my love.. with all my hate..
i once had a home.. now its just a place..
a place to rest.. a place to think..
a place where a life once afloat.. started to sink..
so fuck pain.. fuck life and fuck hate..
and fuck home fuck school and fuck fakes..
fuck all the reasons that i have to write this..
fuck what everyone else thinks life is.
this is some shit i concoted.. will probably record this.. but i need to get a new mic..
cuz my life's last moment was something much more lifeless..
i write this.. the truth survival is hate..
half the people i run into are rivals or fakes..
im liable to snap.. eventually take lives..
lookin back on straps macs and shaved down steak knives..
i broke promises.. its tru..
but if you were in my situation when hatin was something to prove..
and i move thru hard times.. followed by more struggle..
when life and love and livin was too much to juggle..
every day could be ya last.. thats what they told me..
they fold me up in the casket ill be glad cuz the worlds cold see
every breath i took was useless..
if i dont make a difference.. then why do i do this..
its ruthless.. from deep within my heart..
i got a lot on my mind.. where do i start..
my mom is in depression and my cousin carries wessons..
wonderin what the answer is when they dont have a question..
and im sittin on a curb.. its absurd but its life..
and if i live in questino then i cant think twice..
strife, pain, i was doomed from the womb..
one foot in deep shit and the other in a tomb..
in my room thinkin how i can relate..
stay on my toes and keep my eyes out for snakes..
fate is fate is wont ask god why..
ill ask him for extensions on this fucked up life..
everything i did and pulled off was for the cause..
livin every moment.. cant think to pause..
cuz if i slow down then i might as well stop..
one love to the homies.. keep it on the blocc..
cuz when it gets to minds in due time theres hatred..
and motherfuckers mad cuz the other dude made it..
its a shame but in my brain i stay sane..
and maintain the same blood flowin in my veins..
its insane that i cant fight the ones who i hate..
and cant love tha ones that i helped create..
misplaced all my love.. with all my hate..
i once had a home.. now its just a place..
a place to rest.. a place to think..
a place where a life once afloat.. started to sink..
so fuck pain.. fuck life and fuck hate..
and fuck home fuck school and fuck fakes..
fuck all the reasons that i have to write this..
fuck what everyone else thinks life is.
this is some shit i concoted.. will probably record this.. but i need to get a new mic..
