sucide thoughtz of a life after death

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Asthmatic

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im livin life on tha path ta death maybe i shuld jus walk tha resta tha way//
holla at me when u get there foo ill be standin outsida tha gates//
and i feel like i got too much responsibilty protectin my friends and family//
and i dont want it no more--so before it gets outta hand im startin ta walk out this door//
and i feel like leavin this place--too many shiesty mothafukas look like devils up in my face//
im forsaken--or jus cursed--to constantly go thru the worst of the worst//
too much struggle for me ta deal with--but still too much anger inside'a me ta jus kill dis//
so i jus rap about it--and have dreams of spillin my own blood//
maybe im dyin for attention or maybe im dyin for love--cuz i dont get it here//
theres lots of fake smiles in my house--parents sayin they love me but steadily throwin me out//
im tired of all this complainin--tired of none of my dreams comin true--i lost my imagination//
now all i see are schemes and plots--jak moves be my only salvation//
i rather be facin satin--than facin 25 yrs to life of incareration//
i think my freedoms the only thing i got left--i aint even got no real family//
the only niggas that eva loved me was my boys from the --U-T-M-OB//
my lifes ending but it aint done yet--these is the writtin suicide thoughts of a B.G. that retired a vet//
to 2 thousand and 3 since he first walkd the set--hope i can revitalize my spirits and see a life after death.....
 
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Suspect

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May 10, 2002
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theres lots of fake smiles in my house--parents sayin they love me but steadily throwin me out//
im tired of all this complainin--tired of none of my dreams comin true--i lost my imagination//

^^^

i was liking that shit...overall not bad
 
Stealth

Stealth

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May 8, 2002
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This was his last post. If anybody know his family, maybe they should collect all of his work and give it to them. I know if I was passed, I would want someone to do that for me.

~one~
 
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Aug 28, 2002
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^to answer your question... yes and no... he was playing russian roulette, so he knew the consiquences but it's not suicide if you think about it... suicide is knowing your going to die, he was chancing death... i hope that's a good enfough answer, if you want more info pm me or hit me on aim... peace
 
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