Jan 9th 1996 8:30 am a good part of me died.
Just sitting back thinking about the last thing you told me really was that you were sorry.now Im sitting here sometimes I think that I should Have said I sorry.I feel like I wasnt there when I should have been.Maybe If I was,you would still be here.But I wasnt now your gone.And Im still here.It hurts sometimes,other times I try not to think about it.Your gone away and Im stuck here thinking to myself What your doing.Damm I wish I could bring you back.but then I would loose ya again.But I know as long as your memory remains in my heart your still alive.Like Pac said Im in a zone thinking I dont wanna die all alone,but now your gone,thats the way I feel.Its hard to sleep some nights,Knowing that I gotta wait to see ya again.But Til Then I guess I gotta wait.
We all gotta time to go and yours came before mine and I cant even really cry no more.cuz It hurts to much.Too many funerals.So much Saddness.4 funerals in the past few years.I lost my best friends mom cuz of Aids in 2001,and my homie Kev died 6months before in a plane crash with him and his little son,my little brothers godmother had a heart attack and died a few weeks after I saw her last.Damm How many tears do I have to cry,how many people I gotta lose in this world.Sometimes.I feel like im dead.just aint been buried yet.Other times I feel like When My mom Died.Why didnt I just die to.So I wouldnt have to deal with this pain I feel.Cuz God took a better part of me.away and Now Im alone.But Til We meet again R.I.P Til we talk again.1 love
Just sitting back thinking about the last thing you told me really was that you were sorry.now Im sitting here sometimes I think that I should Have said I sorry.I feel like I wasnt there when I should have been.Maybe If I was,you would still be here.But I wasnt now your gone.And Im still here.It hurts sometimes,other times I try not to think about it.Your gone away and Im stuck here thinking to myself What your doing.Damm I wish I could bring you back.but then I would loose ya again.But I know as long as your memory remains in my heart your still alive.Like Pac said Im in a zone thinking I dont wanna die all alone,but now your gone,thats the way I feel.Its hard to sleep some nights,Knowing that I gotta wait to see ya again.But Til Then I guess I gotta wait.
We all gotta time to go and yours came before mine and I cant even really cry no more.cuz It hurts to much.Too many funerals.So much Saddness.4 funerals in the past few years.I lost my best friends mom cuz of Aids in 2001,and my homie Kev died 6months before in a plane crash with him and his little son,my little brothers godmother had a heart attack and died a few weeks after I saw her last.Damm How many tears do I have to cry,how many people I gotta lose in this world.Sometimes.I feel like im dead.just aint been buried yet.Other times I feel like When My mom Died.Why didnt I just die to.So I wouldnt have to deal with this pain I feel.Cuz God took a better part of me.away and Now Im alone.But Til We meet again R.I.P Til we talk again.1 love
