I wish i could see my fathers face just once..today or tomarrow my hearts full of sorrow...sick of this pain..hard to count the tears when you standing in the rain/
Meant to say sorry but today is too tardy livin in this broken home...somehow you know how to be a father without even
having your own/
Cant lie i thought about grabbing my nine and blowin my dome...would of gave you my heart if i'd had only known you were weak...thru rap i found courage to speak write these words wiping tears from my cheek/
Still remember flipping you over and finding you dead paramedics came and found no pulse to be read...at night i still see you
laying in that bed...wish it was me instead scared of the thoughts in my head/
Feel like i'm gonna snap and do something crazy...my biggest regret is you wont see me marry that one special lady or even
hold my babies/
Seems like I was just getting to know the true you...why'd you have to leave? made it hard to pick up the bible read and believe...still bereaved even today I grieve/
I try to talk to you dad a dozen times a day...I pray and I pray waiting for you to say something but all I hear is nothing/
You left me depressed and stressed with memories repressed, but i still thank god cause I know I was blessed to share the
same family crest/
Its almost been a year since i've seen your smile or heard your laugh...scared that my memories wont last so I keep pictures
near to help me remember the past/
Even breakfest dont taste the same I bite into it and taste the pain...I promise my love will never waiver it'll just grow greater
while I smile now and cry later/
R.I.P. DAD i'm still riding for you!
Meant to say sorry but today is too tardy livin in this broken home...somehow you know how to be a father without even
having your own/
Cant lie i thought about grabbing my nine and blowin my dome...would of gave you my heart if i'd had only known you were weak...thru rap i found courage to speak write these words wiping tears from my cheek/
Still remember flipping you over and finding you dead paramedics came and found no pulse to be read...at night i still see you
laying in that bed...wish it was me instead scared of the thoughts in my head/
Feel like i'm gonna snap and do something crazy...my biggest regret is you wont see me marry that one special lady or even
hold my babies/
Seems like I was just getting to know the true you...why'd you have to leave? made it hard to pick up the bible read and believe...still bereaved even today I grieve/
I try to talk to you dad a dozen times a day...I pray and I pray waiting for you to say something but all I hear is nothing/
You left me depressed and stressed with memories repressed, but i still thank god cause I know I was blessed to share the
same family crest/
Its almost been a year since i've seen your smile or heard your laugh...scared that my memories wont last so I keep pictures
near to help me remember the past/
Even breakfest dont taste the same I bite into it and taste the pain...I promise my love will never waiver it'll just grow greater
while I smile now and cry later/
R.I.P. DAD i'm still riding for you!
