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This is the point when you relise life as you know it has changed...That split second when your actual willing to blow out your brains...Feeling FUCKED UP, but its okay to be depressed...Some call it tough love, but it feels just like neglect...The only thing i want is to be back with you, & that won't happen...Its hopeless, Im sittin here talkin to god wonderin why im even asking...Its past'& i can't do anything to fix our fuck ups...But i love you & i was always told that love would be enough...Somehow we didn't get throught thou, were just through so...Im alone without you, got my mind made up but don't know what to do...I mean im tryna maintain & not breakdown...But ive already brokedown & cried outloud...Its hard, cause im here and your not...I wish i never met you because now your all i got...& Its hard cause your there & im not...I don't even have you now, just memories &'a empty spot...At the bottom of my heart, your names signed in stone...Your my queen, & this is your thrown, our home...