nah homie, don't get it twisted. it makes everything more valuable and worthwhile. you never know when you gonna go, and that's true. if i had any advice to give it would be just allow God to be your guide because that's where we want to spend eternity. what's this lifetime in respect to eternity. you think you have had some good times here on earth, imagine the kingdom of God homie. you said you were saved right????????? well then you are already on the right track. i don't know if you have had a near death experiance, but it makes you appreciate everything alot more, look at his death like that. go out and do the things he didn't have the chance to. live your life to the fullest. make an impact or spend time with make a wish kids and try and make someone happy before they go you dig? you got plenty of life left in you, i know it's a hard time right now, but you can still keep on truckin homie. stay up, i know it's tough right now. RIP to him and i'll be prayin for you