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cutting – a rough guide to self-harm & surrounding issues.

‘cutting’ is a loose term that refers to Deliberate Self-Harm Syndrome, or Repetitive Self-Harm Syndrome. many sufferers refer to themselves as cutters, or use SI for self-injury – e.g. ‘I SI once a month’. the methods, area & seriousness of the injuries can vary incredibly; most common are cuts to the arms, wrists, neck, upper torso, with genital mutilation also common. cutting with nails, broken glass, knives, razors, blades, needles, nails, scissors, ceramics – indeed anything that can pierce skin, often the more painful the better. SI can also take the form of swallowing batteries so the acid burns internal organs, swallowing glass, razor blades, needles, banging one’s head against objects or punching things repeatedly. pulling out hair, scratching or biting until blood is drawn, and interfering with wound healing are also very common behavioural patterns. cutting is a coping mechanism, often favoured by those who find it difficult to express their
emotions.

cutting can take the form of compulsive self harm, such as skin picking or hair pulling (note – often amphetamine psychosis or abuse can have similar effects) or impulsive self harm (when occasional self harm becomes repetitive).

it is important to stress that cutters are not usually mentally ill, nor are they suicidal – although they believe that death is coming soon. however, obviously any person experimenting with self harm is endangering themselves & possibly their lives.

it is estimated that 1.9million Americans are ‘cutters’; other estimates say 750 out of every 100,000 harm themselves. the media has a role to play in these numbers; while obviously music & film influences are just that, outside influences, acts like marilyn manson & slipknot often seem to actively support self-harm; there is a higher number of cutters amongst heavy, dark musical fan bases, but this is often more to do with the imagery & appeal of the music, rather than the music itself. similarly, movies have dealt with cutting in different guises & are influential in varying degrees.

do cutters feel pain?

often not. 67% of participants in a 1986 survey reported feeling ‘no pain’ when cutting; the therapeutic effects & dopamine release are often more important than feeling anything. some people self-harm to feel alive, to feel anything, to feel numb, to ‘cut’ their pain away (catharsis), and sometimes to scar themselves. the lack of actual pain sometimes shows dissociation.
what can we do?

therapeutic responses to cutting are varied. often doctors and hospitals remain (unacceptably) scathing of cutters – they are handled roughly, only barely treated, or mocked. some have even reported wounds being stitched without anaesthetics (!!!) as some medical staff consider cutters less important or worthy patients as they have harmed themselves. it is important to recognise that self-harm is a serious condition, and that it requires attention NOT further disassociation or rejection.
psychotherapy, pharmacological responses (medicines) and interpersonal group behavioural therapy are suggested methods of treatment. hypnosis & relaxation techniques are also used; simple meditative efforts can help alleviate the need for physical injury.
 
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For Crack Smokers: Only burnt Chore left...what then? 02-01-2004 16:08 (#1519682)
OK - I stopped smoking over a year ago (b/c it was stop then and keep my job, marriage, and "secret" or stop later with nothing -- or worse). However, I still think if it often and was wondering this: how many of you can actually stop smoking when you run out? I would always buy a ball of "soft", cook it, and then "plan" on doing about 1/2 for sometime next week......LOFL!!!! I NEVER stopped until I had not only finished the whole ball (12 hrs or so)...but then crawled around on the floor picking up anything small and chunky (couldn't see very well at the time) and tried to lite-up everything from plastic to bread crumbs in the hopes that I had dropped one and could at least get "one more" ringer...then I could call it a day...(charred chore tastes like a bitch, doesn't it?)...

Here's the scale: (1-10) - (these are not nec in order of severity - just my best guess)...what's your rank?
1 - I can stop at any time and enjoy the experience I had
2 - There is no way I would hit a rock (sitting in front of me) without a benzo or stronger in my pocket when I start...if I do, I'm in trouble.
3 - I usually can stop, but ONLY with help of alcohol (min) -- pref benzos or stronger.
4 - I can sometimes pull-off stopping before gone, usually not, but MUST have alch/benz/etc...
5 - I can only stop if I absolutely have to and would face DIRE consequences if I didn't stop RIGHT THEN. There may be a big rock still sitting there, but I can do it -- MUST have a "downer".
6 - When I finish all I have (and always do...regardless of "plans" or amount), I'm pissed at my loss of control, but I won't call or go out for more. I fight it off, but eventually, the comedown goes. I always end up crawling around on the floor anywhere there MIGHT be a crumb.
7 - I'm smoking it all no matter what and I really know it (but I assure myself that I can stop every time I take that first hit)...when it's gone, it's a good thing I don't have sources or means to get more or I would. The crawl applies every time.
8 - I'm smoking it all and then calling for more...only give up if no luck after every possible source checked. I'm pissed and keep thinking of who may have some.
9 - I'm smoking it all...calling for more...then hitting the streets to find some if no luck. Finally, I have no choice to come down and then I give up.
10 - You have no f**king idea, once I start, I would suck a donkey's dick if I had to in order to get another rock...I'd be up right now if I could score (or I am up right now)...the first hit is the only decision I make...after that, I'm a machine.

I KNOW THAT NONE OF THE ABOVE WILL FIT YOU PERFECTLY, AND SOME MAY CONSIDER #6 TO BE WORSE THAN #5...RANK OF SEVERITY CHANGES PERSON-TO-PERSON.

THAT BEING SAID, WHERE DO YOU FALL? I WAS AT ABOUT 6 WHEN I FINALLY THREW THE PIPE IN THE TRASH AND KNEW THAT I WOULD LOSE THE ABILITY TO DO THAT SOON...

- I still take a good look at the Chore Boy every time I'm in the grocery store.
- I have pulled up images of rocks on Erowid and my heart rate still increases significantly...ever had that happen?


** FYI choreboy is like brillopad....what crackheads use to make a crackpipe.....





damn this is some crazy shit
 
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some of the folks we hang around just wanna tell some jokes and be cool wit us?

but I can understand (now their is a term for it) some ppl you might know that think they are a thug may have a lil bit of this in them (getin in to fight for no good resaon)hocky players dam now that I think about it the list can go on.................
 
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i had a girl that cut her arm up back in the day, did all i could to change her and the only thing that changed was the bloody ass gauze pads coverin her arms, you cant help people that do this shit theyre too far gone to help