Paranoia

[mo-x]

Three times in the past week the police have rushed past my house at 60MPH, that is so annoying. I'm always in the lab working, which is in my basement so when the cops come rushing down the hill and there sirens stop blaring right in front of my house (apparantly they turn them off and keep going) I freak out. I don't know how many more folks are like me, but I've done enough dirt that I'm fuckin' paranoid. Whenever these fuckers do this shit, I'm looking out the window, heart racing trying to figure out my escape route. Just the other day, I'm in the living room watching some TV and two cops stop 1 house up from mine, and they've done that enough times I'm thinking someone called them, so I'm rushing outside, no shoes, just shorts and a shirt with it wet out tryna hide in the neighbors yard cause I think they bout to storm my house. This shit is getting on my fuckin' nerves. Anybody else get mad paranoid? The statute of limitations doesn't ever run out if you keep fucking up.

I'm just venting ya'll...

-- Paranoid in Shoreline.

 

[BANETHEMERCILES]

i feel that, im always blazin with the nothin but the screen door and the cops always goin to the chick across the ways pad and im sittin there with a joint or hittin the bong, i be gettin all nervous and shit runnin round the house like a crack head sprayin with the bathroom spray....lol

 

[Sonny Bonoho]

Testimony for siccness!

5yrs ago, I was in your situation! Did alot of dirt! smoke weed/having hookers shopp'n my dope @ stway.. Caught up on me "Paranoiahhhh!"
Being rehabilitated for 5yrs, "I know why I was paranoyd." "I DiD 2 Much EVILLL.

Answer to not being paranoid in Sonny Bonoho Life:

- I knew I was on the edge Hints: smoking weed & feeling like somebody gonna smoke you or somebody gonna do something to you...

- Only Our Father, Jesus, & the Holy Spirit is gonna get you out of this situation.

How?, & remember this really works!
-1st you except that you are a sinner( you did many wrongs and others did wrong to you).
-Bibles says, "If you confess from your heart out of your mouth, you will be saved."

If you dont know how to do it...
Speak to GOD like how you speak w your homies. Peoples approaches are different. For ex like me: I was actually cussin @ God that why did I have to have a bad life. I was telling him like, Damn, Why am I goin through this: I wanna kill myself, cutting myself 100 line- times 50 with a blade on my 2 arms with sadistic pleasures, like I dont deserve to live nomore. Lived in the closet for 1yr straight in the dark to the point that I hated Light!

But when this 80yrs old elder name John Fuiten prayed over me and I did a sinner's prayer. Bro!!! from being an Athiest to praying. I seen the light of God shining on me when I was praying. & he told me thAt, im never gonna get touched by the devil nomore.

He do... miracles.

You also can be a miracle... you dont have to be paranoyd nomore cuz God is a Supernatural!!!!!!!!!!
sonny bonoho.

 

[Dak iller]

dayum Mo-x you are pariniod lol the only time I get noid is when I have hella weed on me
and you see a cop


@Sonny hit me or my brother up bro we are looking for a new beat....

DAK iller

 

[Toxsick]

i duno bout the dirt youve done but you do seem a little paranoid.

 

[Mr. Samos]

I feel you on that Mo-x, especially hiding and shit, I've ran and hopped the backyard fense a couple of times.