if you really want to get the full effect....go to www.rjd2site.com ....enter the main page and in the banner it should have songs you can pick to play....click the third beat....and then read/rap this....do whatever you want....
~One Step Ahead....~
I stand at a puddle of water, stare at the reflection,
staring as I'm stressin' caring over a simple question,
First of all why'd we agree to break-up??,
Only reason I said so was for the make-up,
but fate sucked, see it never took place,
in school you looked great, stared with a confused and shook face,
you lose weight?? every day I tell myself that I miss you,
I miss the endlessness of when I use to kiss you,
It's alright though, don't worry this shi.t's fine,
who am I kiddin', it eats away at me in the inside,
I can't blast this shi.t's something I have to spit,
I must admit, I miss your companionship,
I miss the arm around your shoulder, wanna hold her,
but everytime I think of it my body just gets colder,
but I'm a soldier, I can't let this get to me,
I gotta tell myself, you never respected me,
Infact, it's wack, you never really liked me,
bite me, what you've done has forced me to recite these,
we were tight see, but u messed it up,
we was the best but u didn't invest in us,
you made me end it, now this how my nights is spended,
less than splendid, thinkin' bout the times we spended,
every now and awhile, I see you around town,
with an upside down frown on your fine round mouth,
I bite my tongue on those kind of days,
so I look the other way with nothing to say,
the second you pass I turn my head, curve my neck,
turning red remembering the words you said,
fuc.k it, life ain't what it use to be without you,
what I would give to learn another thing about you,
these were the words I repeated seated, slowly bleeding,
a little cut on the skin was all I really needed,
Still alive I took the gun from the ledge,
better yet, I wouldn't feel the pain if I was dead,
so with the up most respect, I tremble with the tech,
point it to the left of the neck, "what is next??",
sounds of siren signals thru the creeks of my window,
but wait I haven't even comitted my self sin though,
I put the gun down, open the shades,
People in craze, people with emotions of rage,
but wait, I look down the street, the house of my sweet,
see her family next to stretchers and out with police,
My brain refused it, but deep down I knew it,
My mouth was muted, but I knew she had really just beat me to it....
Don't post here much cuz of alot of d/r and gay shit that be going on but w/e....enjoy this....
~One Step Ahead....~
I stand at a puddle of water, stare at the reflection,
staring as I'm stressin' caring over a simple question,
First of all why'd we agree to break-up??,
Only reason I said so was for the make-up,
but fate sucked, see it never took place,
in school you looked great, stared with a confused and shook face,
you lose weight?? every day I tell myself that I miss you,
I miss the endlessness of when I use to kiss you,
It's alright though, don't worry this shi.t's fine,
who am I kiddin', it eats away at me in the inside,
I can't blast this shi.t's something I have to spit,
I must admit, I miss your companionship,
I miss the arm around your shoulder, wanna hold her,
but everytime I think of it my body just gets colder,
but I'm a soldier, I can't let this get to me,
I gotta tell myself, you never respected me,
Infact, it's wack, you never really liked me,
bite me, what you've done has forced me to recite these,
we were tight see, but u messed it up,
we was the best but u didn't invest in us,
you made me end it, now this how my nights is spended,
less than splendid, thinkin' bout the times we spended,
every now and awhile, I see you around town,
with an upside down frown on your fine round mouth,
I bite my tongue on those kind of days,
so I look the other way with nothing to say,
the second you pass I turn my head, curve my neck,
turning red remembering the words you said,
fuc.k it, life ain't what it use to be without you,
what I would give to learn another thing about you,
these were the words I repeated seated, slowly bleeding,
a little cut on the skin was all I really needed,
Still alive I took the gun from the ledge,
better yet, I wouldn't feel the pain if I was dead,
so with the up most respect, I tremble with the tech,
point it to the left of the neck, "what is next??",
sounds of siren signals thru the creeks of my window,
but wait I haven't even comitted my self sin though,
I put the gun down, open the shades,
People in craze, people with emotions of rage,
but wait, I look down the street, the house of my sweet,
see her family next to stretchers and out with police,
My brain refused it, but deep down I knew it,
My mouth was muted, but I knew she had really just beat me to it....
Don't post here much cuz of alot of d/r and gay shit that be going on but w/e....enjoy this....
