now i dont rap but...some shit i done wrote

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Jun 27, 2002
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now mind you some of it is on some real shit...some is on some other shit....


on some other shit

i'm feelin evil tonight, dont know what the night holds
so im walkin around wit my heater cause this worlds is so cold
You aint so bold...i dare a nigga to talk shit try and slap me
I walk around fully loaded, waitin for a nigga to try and jack me
i pack 3 bowls to take my dome straight to the zone
walkin round town muggin.... nigga wonderin what the fuck im on
gone off some off this liquor and a few sacks of some trees
eatin shrooms through the day and smokin on some salvia d...
hallucinatin....my hands wont stop shakin,damn im yak'd out
pull the strap, bust two shots in the air and then i smashed out
tacked out in the glasshouse, in my own little world
i'll pop up a few days later... unrecognizable like Scott petersons girl
twirl my blunt in the air air as i speak.... like its a magic wand
with a few words and a puff of smoke, blink ya eyes and im gone
I spawned a breed fulla killaz, aint no stoppin us son
I slit my wrists and a new soldier is born with every drop of my blood
We aint thugs, we off drugs and niggas just hungry
just cooperate when a nigga in ya face and demandin money
in this fucked up country where the good die young
Where a boy can become a man when he gets his hands on a gun
Where niggas dont run, we hit cuts and appear outta sight
then pop up in the crowd actin concerned, askin if everyones alright
This is the life, but really not the one that i chose
But God decided for me to make footprints, walking barefoot on a dirt road
All alone in this life, servin my time in solitary
Talkin to the sidewalk, havin words with those that been buried
Hell Mary,.... man that bitch aint shit....
I gave up prayin, im still waitin for answers from when i was a kid
Like... why did my mama die
and why is it that when some one passes i cant seem to cry
and "Why do I try to even do right, when the world is wrong"
Why can i only express my self through words in my songs
Its been so long, i aint heard no answers..but i stay strong
Thinkin religion just a crutch that some need to lean on....
I done seen all i planned to see...when im gone, they gone forget me
When my times comes my nigga, dont call, just come get me...
Or else this best be some sorta training to preprare me for what next
Life is just boot camp to prepare you to become a soldier in death
Some say you should cherish life, cause we all been blessed
But we all just rushin through it without thinkin like we gone off that meth
Nevertheless I watch this world pass by me in 3-D
Since i gotta watch my back, front and both sides of me
These streets aint no joke, too many people tryin to be stars
everyone tryin to turn they city into a mini Hollywood blvd
 
Jun 27, 2002
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on some real shit



my whole life could barely be captured in a rhyme
if i told you the whole story you would say that i'm lyin
mine... its been been a hard one, aint no hidin the fact
split between two parent who couldnt keep the family intact
i lacked the guidance and supervision i needed
i aint even begun to play the game but already got cheated
gettin weeded at 12...a borderline fuck up that needed help
but nobody could see that this so called paradise is really hell
seein trails, a myriad of drugs to keep my mind straight
but it pushed me over edge, im numb to the world that i hate
i skate with one leg over a path of thin ice
the other foot in the grave, i used to pray i'd die every night
and it aint right for a child to have to live this way
when they locked me outta the house i roamed the streets until the next day
lookin for the best way to try and change my situation
but theres only so much i could do at my age and it was frustratin
so i stuck to makin the money, learned the concept of profit
fuck 2 for 15, im in it for money, i cant be takin no losses
" give ya boy a deal on sack, I cant get it for 8 ?"
fuckin makin deal potna, im tryin to put food on my plate
and if i came home late, it meant sleepin on the porch
back when niggas smoked marlboros, before they switched to ports
and if you went to court, you went to 21 tower road
and if you had Shelton as a judge, then ya ass was good as gone
he was known for throwin the book at ya and have ya servin some time
i kept that in mind when i was on the grind servin them dimes
i wasnt tryin to go back to jail ...fuck that....i aint gone do it
been there and did it all, juvenile hall.... A,B,C, and D unit...
me and pops was goin through, all he did was fight
and since he was at home gettin high i just ran the streets all night
and since funds was tight, i was walkin around without a dollar to my name
i borrowed and begged, wandered the streets without a place to stay
this aint no way for a juvenile to be raised
but cocaines a helluva drug, shit you could ask Rick James
its all the same, whether it your life or mine, that how it goes....
keep in mind that every fine line leads to a nose


"theres so much that i see wrong and not enought i that i see right
some night..... i sit alone while drinkin.... thinkin fuck this life
i just light me another one and blow my brains to the sky
all my problems go up in smoke everytime i get high"


So now the streets is saturatin a youngsta wit what he need to know
AND IM USIN THAT KNOWLEDGE TO GET ME WHERE I NEED TO GO
no need for me to slow down, im runnin full speed to try and gain position
down for mine til then wheels fall off and the tranny start slippin







at times i find myself gettin high at full throttle
tryin to find answers to my problems in the end of a bottle
with every swallow i see tomorrow gettin further away
might end up a victim to the next niggas murderous ways
i was on the right path but then i seem to fall astray
i know i'll be old and gray before a nigga really change
a prisoner to my mental chains, wit no way to break free
strugglin to reach for the key thats just happens to be slightly outta my reach
i speak no lies, fear no man... and have nothing to hide
niggaz get high and listen to these songs about different parts of my life
Sometimes i think i'll never end up seeing the light....... in this way i'm livin
But you dont need eyes to see.......you need vision
dont be pissin away ya time on this earth, cause life is limited
Keepin in mind that i could die while writin this rap... before i finish it
 
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on some stressed out shit


Hey doc..im back to see ya, I need you to up my dosage

Cause them pills you gave me aint workin and a muthafucka still feelin hopeless

Im knowin that you said this drug might take a while to kick in…

But right if you don’t give me something the chances on me stayin sane are slim

I’ve been bingin on the coke and liquor and I might go back to smoking weed

Cause really them pills aint helping and something to calm my nerves is what I need

Now lets see, I done had a few good days but the bad ones are now harder to deal wit

Can’t control the way that im feelin, I need more meds and that’s on some real shit

Gimme some pills quick doc I know you got some around the office…

Yesterday I was on the roof and contemplatin on jumpin right off it

Thinking bout coffins and cremations, shit like I just cant take it

I walk around with a suicide note in my pocket, here take a look if you think im fakin

Maybe I need placement in a mental home cause my minds ½ gone already

I got half of mind mind think clear and the other 1/2 ‘s a little unsteady…

One side screamin to kill myself, the other side wont let me

And these voices in my head is getting louder, cmon doc this cant be healthy

Ima borderline manic depressive sufferin from delusions and panic attacks

Im bent to my limit and bout to crack and if I do i don’t think I can handle that

And it a fact, I done thought about doin some harm to myself and few others…

And if you don’t help my ass right right im gonna lose and that on my dead mother

Gimme some valium, some paxil, that effexor and some of them kolonpins

I need welbutrin and lithium just in case that alarm In my head goes off again

pass me them ritalin and prozac, chase em both down with gin and a doja sack

aight doc.....just gimme what ya got for now....but i'll be back
 
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Ghostwritin for Kobesoz....bwahahahaha...on some joker shit



"ballin outta control, livin wit mom and pops
they pay for studio time and features so my album could drop
i bailed droop outta jail, so he did a song wit me
even though he wont admit he knows me to anyone on the street, him and Kee
Dont be hatin on this pimpin, or else shit will get drastic....
get ya ass kicked....nigga my album just went triple plastic
Crack me a 40 of Sharps and call me up some whores
im a gangsta like pac...picture me rollin my skateboard
the pigs be on my ass, up in B-game it aint coo
cause the streets is deep and im out past curfew
sniffin glue all day, break down some crack and sniff lines
stayin high off that shit they sell in the back of High Times
you get checked in my set if you actin like a bitch...
*thugs throw up yo set* "this ambercrombie and Fitch"
I'm all about my hood....ya'll like how my album sounded?
I'm drop another soon as I get off being grounded
I mean house arrest.... cause you know Im on parole...
i killed my first cop when i was 9 years old
Yeah im an OG fo real...i ride wit a super soaker AK
3rd Generation gangsta...my grandparents bang in Killbrae
you betta believe thats its real, I aint tellin no tale
got the spot sewed up from El Camino to Trousdale"


"Thug Soldier since birth" Kobe Soz
 
Jun 27, 2002
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onsome other shit

A touch, soft and tender.
A whisper, full of desire
A gasp of sweet surrender
As passion fuels the fire

No words spoken between them
No promises to be kept
No lies being told tonight
No looking back - no regrets

Longing to hold each other
Such precious little time
Both vowed to another
Being lonely their only crime

Tomorrow bringing sorrow
A brief moment of shame
With the memory of this one night
A release from passion's flames





In the still of the evening
Without sunlight to intrude
I see the twilight's in your eyes
As the moon sets up the mood

Playing music soft and low
While romance fills the air
I can't help but feel aroused
The very moment you come near

You submit to my embrace
While candles flick their flame
And the smell of sweet perfume
Seems to drive my lust insane

As I look into your eyes
And run my fingers through your hair
I taste the sweetness of your neck
As I nibble at your ear

I then whisper words of love
As you answer with a sigh
And in a very sexy way
Your sweet body comes alive

Your the heat of my desire
As we slowly come undress
I then start to lay you down
While you welcome my caress

With your luscious sexy curves
You have a taste I can't resist
And your breast show some response
When I touch them with a kiss

As I soak inside your love
To a sexy love condition
Feeling passions start to rise
While making love in all positions

You give me so much pleasure
For ecstasy is here
With you wrapped inside my arms
To this heated love we share

Now no one can come close
To this love that we inspire
For only you can fill this joy
And the heat of my desire
 
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my spitz slap the hardest its that fairfield bay shit.
smoke a blunt wit tha homies while im swingin tha whip.
get stupid dumb and hyphy just jumpin around.
make the house shake, niggaz fall to tha ground.
im off that gray goose or a fith of tha heem.
get retarded wit my gigs till they make a nigga leave.
in my crisp white tee, fitted hat and black nikes.
scrapin, yokin down the street u hear da suction pipes.
one bitch, two bitch, three at a time.
if you aint rollin wit me you get left behind.
SLAPPIN AND SCRAPIN, GASSIN AND BREAKIN
THINK YOU CAN STEP TA US U MUST BE MISTAKEN
goin stupid dummy in the whips, slidin thru them red lights.
makin money off these bitches cuz u know they want pipe.
walkin ATM my beezies is top notch.
buyin me my gold fronts, to my chain and my watch.
im from the bay where we hyphy and go dumb.
from the soil where these niggas be gettin they gig's on.



BAY shit FIELD shit flatlands where i reside.
be cool when you think about rollin thru my side.
BAY shit FIELD shit the flatz on mines
where niggas be gettin hyphy to the sound of my rhymes



its tha bay in the buildin dont fuck wit tha field.
niggas out here will buck rounds for a meal.
its the money that be turnin these niggas upside down.
if you a boy we got joog you wont leave witta frown.
from the east to the west side we doin it movin.
when you see me on yo block dont need ta ask what im doin.
im makin my bills i gets my money thru and thru.
you dont fuck wit me i wont fuck wit you.
i know i already told you, imma tell u again.
ITS THE BAY IN THA MIX AINT NO WAY YOU GON WIN!!
 
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mustynutz said:
Ghostwritin for Kobesoz....bwahahahaha...on some joker shit



"ballin outta control, livin wit mom and pops
they pay for studio time and features so my album could drop
i bailed droop outta jail, so he did a song wit me
even though he wont admit he knows me to anyone on the street, him and Kee
Dont be hatin on this pimpin, or else shit will get drastic....
get ya ass kicked....nigga my album just went triple plastic
Crack me a 40 of Sharps and call me up some whores
im a gangsta like pac...picture me rollin my skateboard
the pigs be on my ass, up in B-game it aint coo
cause the streets is deep and im out past curfew
sniffin glue all day, break down some crack and sniff lines
stayin high off that shit they sell in the back of High Times
you get checked in my set if you actin like a bitch...
*thugs throw up yo set* "this ambercrombie and Fitch"
I'm all about my hood....ya'll like how my album sounded?
I'm drop another soon as I get off being grounded
I mean house arrest.... cause you know Im on parole...
i killed my first cop when i was 9 years old
Yeah im an OG fo real...i ride wit a super soaker AK
3rd Generation gangsta...my grandparents bang in Killbrae
you betta believe thats its real, I aint tellin no tale
got the spot sewed up from El Camino to Trousdale"


"Thug Soldier since birth" Kobe Soz

haahahahaaha


good shit musty
 
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Now ya see..some of these dumb bitches ya gotta let go
cause if you leave em onboard they gonna sink they whole boat
and we knpow hoes all love to drag you down wit em
misery loves company, keep em around and gonna have to start swimmin\
cause the scandalous women be out trickin and actin triflin...
come home to her man..look him dead in the eye and start lyin
witta straight face, thinkin she got you laced around her finger...
if yoos a real, you laugh cause you gotta gotta back up plan to snatch up her sister
fuckin wit these twisted sisters, what these bitches want from a nigga ?
tryin to catch a playa slippin but trick you aint fuckin no city slicker...
i done been there....done that
from schoolgirls down to hoodrats
aint you cant play a playa baby its just a simple fact...
you might think you got me trapped, put baby pussy out here is free
you might might think im a gentlemen at first, just wait till you see the savage tendencies
aint no spendin sprees bitch, unless it you buyin the drank and trees
Get on them knees, and gimme head while im blowin the weed
And if i dont hear please...ima leave you behind like stems and seeds
see I'll break a bitch down and be ready to roll like one of them optimo
leave a bitch crumbled and helpless unles a nigga like me in her optical
got her coppin my dope for me, makin runs across town...
bitch i done weighed the shit twice, but it better not come up light when the package touch down
bitch this heres 1/2 a pound...go ahead and take it to the lab
and I'll be damned, this muthafucka betta no weight less then 225 grams
...and thats with the bag....
cut i'll cutta slab outta bitch, filet her like a fish...
You even dream of fucking me over you betta wake up and apologize for the shit..
You understand...capsihe?...comprende...and all that?
you even think of tamperin with the sack
you'll be workin the track
till them high hells is worn down into flats...
and if you think about disappearing and tryin to play me...
Ima teach yo ass the same lesson that Scott taught Amy...
Now I see you got potential for my startin lineup...so I signed ya
But fuck me over once...and I swear to God they'll never find ya..
Now I own ya body, mind and even ya soul...
Dont say i didnt warn ya.....Dont go endin up like Nicole...
...brown simpson....Oh wait now Im trippin?...you want to earn my trust....?
Or end up a victim to lacerations and cuts
with stains on my blade i tell people that its just rust...
Naw baby, you know I love you...you know you the one i could never kill...
Plus the doc said I'll be ok as long as i take these....


wait...

Baby have you seen my pills ?
 
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mustynutz said:
Ghostwritin for Kobesoz....bwahahahaha...on some joker shit



"ballin outta control, livin wit mom and pops
they pay for studio time and features so my album could drop
i bailed droop outta jail, so he did a song wit me
even though he wont admit he knows me to anyone on the street, him and Kee
Dont be hatin on this pimpin, or else shit will get drastic....
get ya ass kicked....nigga my album just went triple plastic
Crack me a 40 of Sharps and call me up some whores
im a gangsta like pac...picture me rollin my skateboard
the pigs be on my ass, up in B-game it aint coo
cause the streets is deep and im out past curfew
sniffin glue all day, break down some crack and sniff lines
stayin high off that shit they sell in the back of High Times
you get checked in my set if you actin like a bitch...
*thugs throw up yo set* "this ambercrombie and Fitch"

I'm all about my hood....ya'll like how my album sounded?
I'm drop another soon as I get off being grounded
I mean house arrest.... cause you know Im on parole...
i killed my first cop when i was 9 years old
Yeah im an OG fo real...i ride wit a super soaker AK
3rd Generation gangsta...my grandparents bang in Killbrae

you betta believe thats its real, I aint tellin no tale
got the spot sewed up from El Camino to Trousdale"


"Thug Soldier since birth" Kobe Soz
lol