haha... alright, thank you. im only going to spit a few bars, cause i gotta go to a funeral soon... but peep an add-on...
hands shakin.. i seem nervous, im spittin my mind through verses an the pain worsens,
these shallow thoughts remain deep tryin not to surface... nerves still buildin up as my imagination blurs while no movements occur,
tounge's dead.. unable to speak a word, dam.. is this something that i deserve?,
let me observe the life i created.. formulated through thoughts i debated,
built up hatred concentrated on negative vibes that circulated.. now happiness seems thin,
face always staight... unable to crack a grin, an there are the feelings that i hold in?,
start a new life? but i wouldn't know where to begin,
take back all the negatives i've made.. would my sins just suddenly fade?,
will i sill be easy to persuade? would my 'hot' temperature seek shade?,
is it possible then to have true friends? family who will start new trends?,
like supporting me in huge dividends.. rather than ask when my attemots to accomplish my dreams will end?.....
**continue**