My Momz Died and i found her body...

[Unkut Yola]

this happened back in may and i had jus got home from school i looked in my momz room and though she was sleep she was layin down in her bed.
my grandma called from tha hospital to tell us my uncle jus had been diagnosed wit diabetis, she asked to speak wit my momz i sed she was sleep, so i told her to call back but i fugured since it was her brother i'd go ahead and wake her up i touched her...
she was soo fuckin cold... i knew right then and there her ass was dead cuz tha house was hot than a muthafucka. i went woke up my older brother and called 911 but tha look on her face jus fucked me up for lfe when i tried to turn her over. she O.D.'d on methadone and crack....
shit pisses me off every day..
anyone had a similar experince?

 

[Unkut Yola]

yea i think tha lesson of that is stoppin fuckin wit drugs i had jus started fuckin wit ex like a month or 2 b4 that happened and i was gettin pretty bad about it...

but sum positive changes have occured in my life due to that incident

 

[WHITE DEVIL]

I've had many personal friends lose parents...

That's the hardest shit to talk about. When someone loses a friend, I've been through that and understand it...but to someone who has lost their moms/pops...I'm always at a loss for words.

 

[Unkut Yola]

yea me too even tho i've been thru it, all i can really say is "i feel you" or "i understand"...

 

[Unkut Yola]

..and i'm appreciatin y'alls sympathy and at least givin sum kinda fuck.. thnx

 

[ladyyella83]

SOMETHING YOU CAN'T POSSIBLE THINK OF RIGHT NOW, BUT STAY FOCUSED ON YOUR FUTURE, AND DON'T LET NO DRUG TAKE OVER YOU, MY MOMS IS NO DRUGS HEAVY, AND EVERYDAY I WAKE UP THINKING I'M GOING TO FIND HER DEAD WIT A PIPE ON HER MOUTH, I PRAY TO GOD THAT SHE STRAIGHTEN UP BEFORE THAT DAY.

 

[carlos]

i only do weed and to much weed can give u lung cancer diseases n shit shit got 50thousands chemicals in it not many people be knowin though but it's like smokin 20 packs of cigarettez everytime u hit it...but den u'll start to get dat ish later in yo life when u old but it wont kill u like that or nothin i dont do other drugz

 

[Unkut Yola]

uh actually i been chillin on that extra shit i been off cigarettes for 2 weeks and i aint been fuckin wit tha E or weed these days and i jus went to tha dentist.. lol been keepin it rather healthy actually

 

[Unkut Yola]

and i've been hella thinkin bout my future as well but thanx 4 tha advice lady yella i know jus how tha fuck you feel on that one too