My buddy got married yesterday. The weddin was great, the reception was great, it was a great time overall. But, wow, he's fuckin married (Oh by the way, the stag was off the hook). I haven't really hooked up with hime that much in the last year or so cause we both real busy but now I'll be seein him even less. But no doubt, I wish him the best. Now here's the thing that jus kinda clued in tonight when I was lookin around at everyone. He's married, got a career job. Another buddies been with his girlfriend for like 3-4 years now, they got their own house. He jus got a "career job." His girlfriend jus sold her business, gonna reopen it though in the house, workin another job for bout $23 an hour. That whole crew that I don't see much anymore is really doin theres in a good, positive way. I shaven't hung out with them on a regular basis for bout 2 years now cause we all use to work together until I quit cause I got a new job. And now I look at myself. Did I fall off? I have a job where I get paid either $10.50 or $13 an hour, dependin on what I'm doin that day, I live at home still, basically live cheque to cheque, don't have a girlfriend. I have finished school(high school and college) though and now jus started my own company. But here I am, and then I look at them and go "where did I go wrong." It's depressin fa sho.
I don't know, pretty tired, it's been a long couple days with the weddin and all, probably jus need some sleep. Jus wanted to get that off my chest.
Later!!
I don't know, pretty tired, it's been a long couple days with the weddin and all, probably jus need some sleep. Jus wanted to get that off my chest.
Later!!