If you were to off yourself, what method would you choose?
Hanging, gunshot to the noggin, o.d., leap off a building or bridge, suicide by cop, the tried and true wrist slashing, or what?
I've done the o.d. on pills things before, and it's not all it's cracked up to be. When I was sixteen, I took 100 tablets of some stuff that said not to take more than 5 in 24 hours. i figured a 100 would do it. i washed those fuckers down with a big gulp and went to bed, ready to go on to the sweet hereafter. instead i woke a few hours later vomiting blood, bile, and pieces of stomach. it wasn't pleasant. now, 8 years later, my liver is still damaged from that incident. i've also tried the whole wrist slashing thing. let me tell you from experiance, bleeding to death is not as easy as it would seem. when and if you hit your vein, the instant drop in blood pressure is enough to freak you the fuck out and make you reconsider what you're doing. failure also makes you want to do it right, cause if you don't then you're wrists are scarred for the rest of your fucking life. my wrists are a mess of lumpy purple scar tissue. not cool.
i've got this pillcase full of Phenobarbital and a bottle of whiskey as a last resort for when shit gets too out of hand. God willing I'll never use it.
How about the rest of you self-loathing bastards?
What's your chosen method if it came to that point?
Hanging, gunshot to the noggin, o.d., leap off a building or bridge, suicide by cop, the tried and true wrist slashing, or what?
I've done the o.d. on pills things before, and it's not all it's cracked up to be. When I was sixteen, I took 100 tablets of some stuff that said not to take more than 5 in 24 hours. i figured a 100 would do it. i washed those fuckers down with a big gulp and went to bed, ready to go on to the sweet hereafter. instead i woke a few hours later vomiting blood, bile, and pieces of stomach. it wasn't pleasant. now, 8 years later, my liver is still damaged from that incident. i've also tried the whole wrist slashing thing. let me tell you from experiance, bleeding to death is not as easy as it would seem. when and if you hit your vein, the instant drop in blood pressure is enough to freak you the fuck out and make you reconsider what you're doing. failure also makes you want to do it right, cause if you don't then you're wrists are scarred for the rest of your fucking life. my wrists are a mess of lumpy purple scar tissue. not cool.
i've got this pillcase full of Phenobarbital and a bottle of whiskey as a last resort for when shit gets too out of hand. God willing I'll never use it.
How about the rest of you self-loathing bastards?
What's your chosen method if it came to that point?
