October 14, 2004
Dear Friends,
I have been told that more than 2.5 million of you have visited my website since last Friday when I self-surrendered in the pre-dawn darkness to F.P.C. (Federal Prison Camp) Alderson in Alderson, West Virginia. I am touched by this outpouring of support.
The camp is fine; it is pretty much what I anticipated. The best news -- everyone is nice -- both the officials and my fellow inmates. I have adjusted and am very busy. The camp is like an old-fashioned college campus -- without the freedom, of course.
I'll be making postings now and then, but thank you for the concern and good wishes expressed in the thousands of emails you have recently sent to this website. I am also touched that supporters have already sent hundreds of letters to me at Alderson in my first week here.
Your goodwill and best wishes will get me through this next chapter in my life.
Sincerely,
Martha Stewart
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October 15, 2004
Dear Friends,
Okay, I lied. The truth is things are a bit difficult for me here at Alderson. The other inmates keep calling me "Fresh Fish," referring to my status as a newly-interned, uninitiated inmate. They also call me "Cunt". I've never been called that before by a stranger and it's very disconcerting. I suppose it's sort of like sorority hazing and eventually they'll warm up to me. I have found the best remedy to this kind of aggression is to smile and offer a friendly outstretched hand. Right now I'm covered in spit. Prison spit is difficult to describe but it's not entirely pleasant. I do have to go right now. I will try to write as I'm able.
Sincerely,
Martha Stewart
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October 16, 2004
Dear Friends,
I'm happy to report that after one day I've already made a couple of new friends. They still refer to me as "Cunt," but they don't seem to be quite as angry when they say it. They briefly stopped spitting on me as well, but I think it's because I made a speech during lunch where I explained that I understand their initial mistrust of me and soon they would see that in many ways I am just like them. I said that I would love to get to know every single one of them individually and hoped we would become friends. I also let them know I wanted to be treated like any other inmate. I did not realize at the time that feces-hurling was a traditional welcoming gesture for new inmates. Sadly, I must wait until tomorrow to be allowed in the showers. It's the small things we need to look forward to. I have a feeling that they are going to make me a prison bitch.
Sincerely,
Martha Stewart
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October 17, 2004
Dear Friends,
After my second delousing procedure, I was allowed to finally take a shower. Needless to say, showering with other women is difficult to get used to. It seemed like everyone's eyes were upon me during what is usually such a private moment. I suppose it's just shyness but when 12 other women are pointing and saying mean things about your genitalia, it can be very hurtful. I tried very hard to remain composed. I smiled and laughed along with their jokes. This is how I handle my everyday non-prison life and I know that it will work here as well. It may take some time for me to be accepted here at Alderson, but I'm sure it will happen eventually. I am excited that tomorrow I will be given my work assignment. I'm hopeful that it will help make the days more interesting and go by quicker. I got a letter from Mustynutz and it made me cry, he's been fucking my daughter for 2 weeks, the bastard even sent pictures of her with several of his friends...Damn I need to get high.
Sincerely,
Martha Stewart
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October 18, 2004
Dear Friends,
I have finally gotten my first work assignment. I can't say I'm terribly pleased but I am in prison and there aren't a lot of choices. I submitted forms explaining I would prefer to work in either the garden, the kitchen or the prison library. Based on my lifelong work in those areas, I felt that I could really do a great job and help other inmates as well. One prison guard (Officer Stella) told me I was on "shitter patrol" until further notice and if I didn't like it, I could "suck her dick" I just don't understand the language here. I tried nicely to explain that it wasn't one of the top three preferences I submitted, but she didn't seem to care much. So "shitter patrol" it is. Just like everything else in life, I will do my best. I think there are a lot of things I can do to improve the latrines in this prison if she would only give me some soap, a mop and a double-sided scrubbing brush. I scrubbed for 3 hours before I was given a piece pf crack the size of a pea and a strange glass tube like thing, after being shown how to smoke the stuff, Helga my cellmate made me orally copulate her for over an hour. The whole cell smells like crabcakes now.
More later.
Sincerely,
Martha Stewart
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October 19, 2004
Dear Friends,
I'm a bit sad to report that Stella the prison guard appears to already want to make an example of me. She seems to delight in saying mean things and dunking my head in the toilet or pushing me down the stairs. The other inmates are noticing this and expecting me to stand tough and not be a coward. They are now calling me a "Scaredy-Cunt" instead of just "Cunt." I really wish they didn't have to use such vulgar language. My name is Martha, not "Scaredy Cunt" or "Potpourri Cunt" or "Richy Rich Cunt." I don't want to make trouble after only being in prison a short time, but I'm told that I will lose respect of the other prisoners if I don't stand up for myself. During dinner, the guard stuck her fingers in my mashed potatoes and then proceeded to smear them all over my crotch area. I wasn't sure how to handle this because all the other inmates were watching. I tactfully said, "what is your problem, lady?" I was trying so hard to act like the other prisoners. Then the guard replied that she wanted to see me lose my "famous temper." I tried to explain that it was a myth. I treat everyone I know with kindness and respect. When I am accused of being tough it's only because I'm tough on myself and expect others to work as hard as I do.
No matter what mean things she says or does to me, I will not lose my temper. I will not let spiteful people get the best of me. Not ever. I resorted to smoking some catnip that was snuck in, I added a little rosemary from the kitchen and had a pleasent smoke with a few of the girls, that seemed to calm them down.
Sincerely,
Martha Stewart
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October 20, 2004
Dear Friends,
That fat bitch! Needless to say, I lost my temper a little a bit and threatened to tell the warden and get Officer Stella fired. Then she punched me in the face and the all the other prisoners just went nuts. Everyone was screaming "kill her, kill her" and it took me a few seconds to realize they were talking to ME and not the guard. I didn't have any weapons and I certainly wasn't going to kill her, but I did act tough and take a defensive yoga stance until the other guards grabbed me and dragged me back to my cell. Now, I'm off to "the hole." where I'll maturbate night and day thinking of my beloved Mustynutz and the siccness.net gangbang thats waiting for me.
I really feel for the first time I belong!
Sincerely,
Martha Stewart
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October 27, 2004
Dear Friends,
I apologize for the lack of communication during the past week, but as you know, I spent my first time in "the hole" for being involved in a minor prison altercation. The hole is much like a prison version of a "time out," and, as always, I was determined to make the best out of what appeared to be a bad situation. To me, "the hole" was not just a cement-lined vault filled with the uncirculated stench of a thousand women who proceeded me, it was a place for solitude and reflection. A time to take stock of my life and figure out what I may have done wrong or who I may have hurt along the way. After about five minutes of that, I spent the rest of the time combing my hair and having a conversation with a pile of rat droppings, crudely constructed into a bust of Larry King. Even in prison, creativity cannot be stifled.
Sincerely,
Martha Stewart
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October 28, 2004
Dear Friends,
While I'm happy to be out of "the hole", I realize I have many new challenges to face, as I'm attempting to get in the good graces of both the guards and the prisoners after such a shaky start. My cellmate is a very nice African-American woman and she's trying very hard to help me acclimate to prison life, while appearing to "own me" among the other inmates so that she may protect her reputation. We have long talks and play board games after lightsout. While many of you have written me that you are concerned about the possibility of prison rape, this kind of behavior does not happen at a place like Alderson. Here the vagina is used less frequently for sex and more often as a convenient place to hide your Scrabble tiles, syringes, razor blades, drugs and lighters.
Now where did I put that damn jimson weed ?
Sincerely,
Martha Stewart
Dear Friends,
I have been told that more than 2.5 million of you have visited my website since last Friday when I self-surrendered in the pre-dawn darkness to F.P.C. (Federal Prison Camp) Alderson in Alderson, West Virginia. I am touched by this outpouring of support.
The camp is fine; it is pretty much what I anticipated. The best news -- everyone is nice -- both the officials and my fellow inmates. I have adjusted and am very busy. The camp is like an old-fashioned college campus -- without the freedom, of course.
I'll be making postings now and then, but thank you for the concern and good wishes expressed in the thousands of emails you have recently sent to this website. I am also touched that supporters have already sent hundreds of letters to me at Alderson in my first week here.
Your goodwill and best wishes will get me through this next chapter in my life.
Sincerely,
Martha Stewart
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October 15, 2004
Dear Friends,
Okay, I lied. The truth is things are a bit difficult for me here at Alderson. The other inmates keep calling me "Fresh Fish," referring to my status as a newly-interned, uninitiated inmate. They also call me "Cunt". I've never been called that before by a stranger and it's very disconcerting. I suppose it's sort of like sorority hazing and eventually they'll warm up to me. I have found the best remedy to this kind of aggression is to smile and offer a friendly outstretched hand. Right now I'm covered in spit. Prison spit is difficult to describe but it's not entirely pleasant. I do have to go right now. I will try to write as I'm able.
Sincerely,
Martha Stewart
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October 16, 2004
Dear Friends,
I'm happy to report that after one day I've already made a couple of new friends. They still refer to me as "Cunt," but they don't seem to be quite as angry when they say it. They briefly stopped spitting on me as well, but I think it's because I made a speech during lunch where I explained that I understand their initial mistrust of me and soon they would see that in many ways I am just like them. I said that I would love to get to know every single one of them individually and hoped we would become friends. I also let them know I wanted to be treated like any other inmate. I did not realize at the time that feces-hurling was a traditional welcoming gesture for new inmates. Sadly, I must wait until tomorrow to be allowed in the showers. It's the small things we need to look forward to. I have a feeling that they are going to make me a prison bitch.
Sincerely,
Martha Stewart
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October 17, 2004
Dear Friends,
After my second delousing procedure, I was allowed to finally take a shower. Needless to say, showering with other women is difficult to get used to. It seemed like everyone's eyes were upon me during what is usually such a private moment. I suppose it's just shyness but when 12 other women are pointing and saying mean things about your genitalia, it can be very hurtful. I tried very hard to remain composed. I smiled and laughed along with their jokes. This is how I handle my everyday non-prison life and I know that it will work here as well. It may take some time for me to be accepted here at Alderson, but I'm sure it will happen eventually. I am excited that tomorrow I will be given my work assignment. I'm hopeful that it will help make the days more interesting and go by quicker. I got a letter from Mustynutz and it made me cry, he's been fucking my daughter for 2 weeks, the bastard even sent pictures of her with several of his friends...Damn I need to get high.
Sincerely,
Martha Stewart
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October 18, 2004
Dear Friends,
I have finally gotten my first work assignment. I can't say I'm terribly pleased but I am in prison and there aren't a lot of choices. I submitted forms explaining I would prefer to work in either the garden, the kitchen or the prison library. Based on my lifelong work in those areas, I felt that I could really do a great job and help other inmates as well. One prison guard (Officer Stella) told me I was on "shitter patrol" until further notice and if I didn't like it, I could "suck her dick" I just don't understand the language here. I tried nicely to explain that it wasn't one of the top three preferences I submitted, but she didn't seem to care much. So "shitter patrol" it is. Just like everything else in life, I will do my best. I think there are a lot of things I can do to improve the latrines in this prison if she would only give me some soap, a mop and a double-sided scrubbing brush. I scrubbed for 3 hours before I was given a piece pf crack the size of a pea and a strange glass tube like thing, after being shown how to smoke the stuff, Helga my cellmate made me orally copulate her for over an hour. The whole cell smells like crabcakes now.
More later.
Sincerely,
Martha Stewart
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October 19, 2004
Dear Friends,
I'm a bit sad to report that Stella the prison guard appears to already want to make an example of me. She seems to delight in saying mean things and dunking my head in the toilet or pushing me down the stairs. The other inmates are noticing this and expecting me to stand tough and not be a coward. They are now calling me a "Scaredy-Cunt" instead of just "Cunt." I really wish they didn't have to use such vulgar language. My name is Martha, not "Scaredy Cunt" or "Potpourri Cunt" or "Richy Rich Cunt." I don't want to make trouble after only being in prison a short time, but I'm told that I will lose respect of the other prisoners if I don't stand up for myself. During dinner, the guard stuck her fingers in my mashed potatoes and then proceeded to smear them all over my crotch area. I wasn't sure how to handle this because all the other inmates were watching. I tactfully said, "what is your problem, lady?" I was trying so hard to act like the other prisoners. Then the guard replied that she wanted to see me lose my "famous temper." I tried to explain that it was a myth. I treat everyone I know with kindness and respect. When I am accused of being tough it's only because I'm tough on myself and expect others to work as hard as I do.
No matter what mean things she says or does to me, I will not lose my temper. I will not let spiteful people get the best of me. Not ever. I resorted to smoking some catnip that was snuck in, I added a little rosemary from the kitchen and had a pleasent smoke with a few of the girls, that seemed to calm them down.
Sincerely,
Martha Stewart
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October 20, 2004
Dear Friends,
That fat bitch! Needless to say, I lost my temper a little a bit and threatened to tell the warden and get Officer Stella fired. Then she punched me in the face and the all the other prisoners just went nuts. Everyone was screaming "kill her, kill her" and it took me a few seconds to realize they were talking to ME and not the guard. I didn't have any weapons and I certainly wasn't going to kill her, but I did act tough and take a defensive yoga stance until the other guards grabbed me and dragged me back to my cell. Now, I'm off to "the hole." where I'll maturbate night and day thinking of my beloved Mustynutz and the siccness.net gangbang thats waiting for me.
I really feel for the first time I belong!
Sincerely,
Martha Stewart
--------------------------------------------------------------------------------
October 27, 2004
Dear Friends,
I apologize for the lack of communication during the past week, but as you know, I spent my first time in "the hole" for being involved in a minor prison altercation. The hole is much like a prison version of a "time out," and, as always, I was determined to make the best out of what appeared to be a bad situation. To me, "the hole" was not just a cement-lined vault filled with the uncirculated stench of a thousand women who proceeded me, it was a place for solitude and reflection. A time to take stock of my life and figure out what I may have done wrong or who I may have hurt along the way. After about five minutes of that, I spent the rest of the time combing my hair and having a conversation with a pile of rat droppings, crudely constructed into a bust of Larry King. Even in prison, creativity cannot be stifled.
Sincerely,
Martha Stewart
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October 28, 2004
Dear Friends,
While I'm happy to be out of "the hole", I realize I have many new challenges to face, as I'm attempting to get in the good graces of both the guards and the prisoners after such a shaky start. My cellmate is a very nice African-American woman and she's trying very hard to help me acclimate to prison life, while appearing to "own me" among the other inmates so that she may protect her reputation. We have long talks and play board games after lightsout. While many of you have written me that you are concerned about the possibility of prison rape, this kind of behavior does not happen at a place like Alderson. Here the vagina is used less frequently for sex and more often as a convenient place to hide your Scrabble tiles, syringes, razor blades, drugs and lighters.
Now where did I put that damn jimson weed ?
Sincerely,
Martha Stewart