god knows why the fuck im up at 4:54 am i had a fuckin fucked up dream, sometimes i feel like im goin a little crazy, sometimes i feel like im lookin over my shoulder all the time...this shit fuckin pisses me off, but fuck it, i slap on a woodie track and it like fuckin calms my mind, now im not sayin im constantly in a state of paranoia, although sometimes i feel that way, lets just say i got alot of shit to work on, and some shit in my past that seems to haunt me, i wonder if im the only one who feels this way, right now im listenin to demonz in my sleep, but fuck it wood rest in peace and to all those r.i.p rest in peace, n FUK ALL THIS BULLSHIT
man... woodies (r.ip) music was/still is fuckin powerful.....
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aint tryin to get attention, and i doubt everyone goes through what i go through, or has the same mentality i have, not sayin im better then others or i been through worse shit kus that aint my point at all, but i hate wen ignorant fools like urself come on here trying to twist everything, the post was about woodies music and its impact on me, but fuck it i dont care what you think, in fact this response is almost not worth my energy typing it because you probably still wont understand where im coming from
READ THIS THREAD AND JUST THOUGHT I WOULD TYPE THIS OUT... MAYBE THIS AFFECTS YOU FUCKFLAKES... I KNOW IT FUCKS WITH ME A LITTLE BIT
HAVE YOU EVER HEARD OF POST TRAMADIC STRESS SYNDROM. IT HAPPENS TO SOLDIERS FROM FOREN WARS. WELL THESE SOLDIERS ARE FIGHTING AND WHEN ONE IS SERIOUSLY INJURED OR INJURED ENOUGH HE IS SENT HOME. HIS HOME IS FAR WAY. THERE IS NO ROAD SIDE BOMBS WERE HE LIVES, OR PEOPLE SHOOTING AT HIM ON THE REGULAR.
BUT WHAT IF YOU LIVE IN THE WAR AREA. WERE DO YOU GO. HOW THE FUCK DO YOU GET TO REST FROM GUNFIRE, DEAD HOMIES, TRYING NOT TO BE CAUGHT SLIPPING. AND EVERYTHING ELSE THAT GOES WITH BEING A TRUE GANGMEMBER. AND THIS HAPPENS TO SOLDIERS FROM MONTHS OF FIGHTING. SO JUST IMAGINE WHAT HAPPENS WHEN YOU ARE FIGHTING FOR YEARS. AND FIGHTING A WAR WERE YOU ARE OUTNUMBERED... SHIT LIKE THIS FUCKS WITH YOUR SANITY... I ALWAYS WONDERED WHY OLDER HOMIES SEEMED TO GET TIRED OF LIVING THIS LIFE AS THEY GOT OLDER... WHY THEY SEEMED SO HAPPY WITH THERE CHILDREN. WHY THEY WOULD SAY HEY THATS A NICE GIRL, THATS MARRIGE MATERIAL, DONT FUCK THAT ONE UP... JUST WANTED TO ENLIGHT A FEW POEPLE
HAVE YOU EVER HEARD OF POST TRAMADIC STRESS SYNDROM. IT HAPPENS TO SOLDIERS FROM FOREN WARS. WELL THESE SOLDIERS ARE FIGHTING AND WHEN ONE IS SERIOUSLY INJURED OR INJURED ENOUGH HE IS SENT HOME. HIS HOME IS FAR WAY. THERE IS NO ROAD SIDE BOMBS WERE HE LIVES, OR PEOPLE SHOOTING AT HIM ON THE REGULAR.
BUT WHAT IF YOU LIVE IN THE WAR AREA. WERE DO YOU GO. HOW THE FUCK DO YOU GET TO REST FROM GUNFIRE, DEAD HOMIES, TRYING NOT TO BE CAUGHT SLIPPING. AND EVERYTHING ELSE THAT GOES WITH BEING A TRUE GANGMEMBER. AND THIS HAPPENS TO SOLDIERS FROM MONTHS OF FIGHTING. SO JUST IMAGINE WHAT HAPPENS WHEN YOU ARE FIGHTING FOR YEARS. AND FIGHTING A WAR WERE YOU ARE OUTNUMBERED... SHIT LIKE THIS FUCKS WITH YOUR SANITY... I ALWAYS WONDERED WHY OLDER HOMIES SEEMED TO GET TIRED OF LIVING THIS LIFE AS THEY GOT OLDER... WHY THEY SEEMED SO HAPPY WITH THERE CHILDREN. WHY THEY WOULD SAY HEY THATS A NICE GIRL, THATS MARRIGE MATERIAL, DONT FUCK THAT ONE UP... JUST WANTED TO ENLIGHT A FEW POEPLE
ALOT OF PPL DO GO THRU WAT U SAY U DO AND MORE..THEREZ ALOT OF PPL IN THIS WORLD WHO ARE DEPRESSED N SUCH..I USED TO BE SO FUCKED UP IN THE HEAD I WOULD HAVE PAINZ N MY CHEST, I COULDNT SLEEP, FELT LIKE PPL WAS AFTER ME KINDA SHIT ALL THE TIME, A NIGGA USE TO JUS SIT THERE N I WOULD BECOME EMOTIONAL OVER NUN, N HAVIN THOTZ OF TAKIN MY OWN LIFE CUZ I DIDNT WANNA FEEL THIS WAY NO MORE..IT WAZ LIKE I DIDNT HAVE CONTROL OF MY LIFE N SHIT.. I WAZ LIKE THAT FOR ABOUT A YEAR N ANYTIME I DRANK OR SMOKED IT MADE IT WORSE..NOW I DONT LET THAT SHIT HAPPEN NO MORE U GOTTA STOP FEELIN SORRY FOR UR SELF CUZ WHATZ HAPPENING IS ALL IN UR HEAD HOMIE..
