somtimes i look back on my life and wonder where its going//
im drugged up now piss drunk and flowing//
i know its not healthy and i aint tryin to get wealthy//
i think what im looking for is somone to help me//
my mind is an endless pit of heartbreaks//
an inperfect source of love and mistakes//
i watch things most important to me fade//
creep out the sun and hide in tha shade//
my thoughts ready to barracade my emotions after i realize what i lost//
things have changed and are corssed//
every idea tossed//
waiting to hit the floor//
i aint even gunna act like this shit hasnt happend before//
so step into my life and shut the door when u enter//
my freinds the center of my attention//
id never mention anything i didnt feel about fluently//
heart hurt filled with burnt cruelty//
weed is only a part time need when ur life is on a downward slope//
pain and emotions coverd up from dope//
but u say ur not addicted and ur ready to cope wtih the conciquences//
resistances against ur strongest feeling reeeling u close to defeat//
not yet ready to meet the man who called ur shit absolete//
i dont know why i felt like writting this but i felt it and delt it out for u to read im like a fucking seed to potent plants with a constistant recognizable resistance of exsistance filled with incompitence and intelligence.
im drugged up now piss drunk and flowing//
i know its not healthy and i aint tryin to get wealthy//
i think what im looking for is somone to help me//
my mind is an endless pit of heartbreaks//
an inperfect source of love and mistakes//
i watch things most important to me fade//
creep out the sun and hide in tha shade//
my thoughts ready to barracade my emotions after i realize what i lost//
things have changed and are corssed//
every idea tossed//
waiting to hit the floor//
i aint even gunna act like this shit hasnt happend before//
so step into my life and shut the door when u enter//
my freinds the center of my attention//
id never mention anything i didnt feel about fluently//
heart hurt filled with burnt cruelty//
weed is only a part time need when ur life is on a downward slope//
pain and emotions coverd up from dope//
but u say ur not addicted and ur ready to cope wtih the conciquences//
resistances against ur strongest feeling reeeling u close to defeat//
not yet ready to meet the man who called ur shit absolete//
i dont know why i felt like writting this but i felt it and delt it out for u to read im like a fucking seed to potent plants with a constistant recognizable resistance of exsistance filled with incompitence and intelligence.