I am Incarceraided got that name from the song my x-raided and his name Incarcerated + X-raided= incarceraided :lick: been here for a while i was here when it was 91siccness my name back then was x-raided914, i come here alot but dont really post i just browse and read what people have to say especially here and GOM
well im 18 just graduated from high school in corcoran, had a son who is now 4 and 1/2 months old (boring in corcoran, sex=entertaintment) well my and now my ex-girlfriend are in a mess, i am currently staying in tracy with my father because my baby's mom is goin through that post-pardum (sp?) depression shit. well for the last 3 months she has been suicidal and always wanting to argue but i would always bite my tongue never say shit. well since i could remember when we used to argue she would always tell me she could do better and that i wasnt shit blah blah blah and i would just be like shut your mouth and leave then she would call back wanting me back (before my son was born) well now she says that but for no aparent reason she will just look at me and just tell me i look ugly and all this bull. then later as she was goin through the depressioin thing, when i drive her sumwhere she would open the door and say she was goin to kill herself or she would run to the kitchen and get a knife saying she was gonna kill herself, after 2 weeks of this she started to hit herself and say it was me(trust me i was raised by my mother and i would never touch a female like that), also she would say that i was having sexual relations with my family make me an incest and this really pissed me off cuz my family is everything. well after this huge fight we had were she laid down on a hwy at nite so she could get run over, is said i couldnt take it anymore and didnt want to be with her anymore but she kept calling and calling so i finally picked up and she said that she didnt have the guts to harm herself seriously but she did have to stab me the next time she saw me this was around 10pm, i hung up and my mom asked me what she said and i told her. well here she comes like an hour later with this hateful eyes always looking at me like she really wanted to hurt me . my mom decided it would be best if i came up here to tracy CA with my dad while she cooled down, so i had to drop out of college and more importantly leave my son. now im here miserable really try out this job that my dad got for me, that i really hate and now i have child support all on my ass i would pay its just i have no money i dont really mind. i really wouldnt mind getting paid less if it was just more interesting on this courier job,
shit my job sucks ass, i live in tracy and work as a courier for washington mutual, so i have to wake up at 4am and drive to oakland pick up some bags then drive to tracy, manteca, stockton, lodi. be done by 8am then go home take a nap and a shower then i have to be at lodi at 4pm and work myself backwords until 9 pm and its the most borring shit ever. but i get paid cash but i rather have a more interestin job than just doin that. and i only get paid $ 500 buck a week minus gas which is like 150 a week
so was it right for me to leave? what would you have done?
well im 18 just graduated from high school in corcoran, had a son who is now 4 and 1/2 months old (boring in corcoran, sex=entertaintment) well my and now my ex-girlfriend are in a mess, i am currently staying in tracy with my father because my baby's mom is goin through that post-pardum (sp?) depression shit. well for the last 3 months she has been suicidal and always wanting to argue but i would always bite my tongue never say shit. well since i could remember when we used to argue she would always tell me she could do better and that i wasnt shit blah blah blah and i would just be like shut your mouth and leave then she would call back wanting me back (before my son was born) well now she says that but for no aparent reason she will just look at me and just tell me i look ugly and all this bull. then later as she was goin through the depressioin thing, when i drive her sumwhere she would open the door and say she was goin to kill herself or she would run to the kitchen and get a knife saying she was gonna kill herself, after 2 weeks of this she started to hit herself and say it was me(trust me i was raised by my mother and i would never touch a female like that), also she would say that i was having sexual relations with my family make me an incest and this really pissed me off cuz my family is everything. well after this huge fight we had were she laid down on a hwy at nite so she could get run over, is said i couldnt take it anymore and didnt want to be with her anymore but she kept calling and calling so i finally picked up and she said that she didnt have the guts to harm herself seriously but she did have to stab me the next time she saw me this was around 10pm, i hung up and my mom asked me what she said and i told her. well here she comes like an hour later with this hateful eyes always looking at me like she really wanted to hurt me . my mom decided it would be best if i came up here to tracy CA with my dad while she cooled down, so i had to drop out of college and more importantly leave my son. now im here miserable really try out this job that my dad got for me, that i really hate and now i have child support all on my ass i would pay its just i have no money i dont really mind. i really wouldnt mind getting paid less if it was just more interesting on this courier job,
shit my job sucks ass, i live in tracy and work as a courier for washington mutual, so i have to wake up at 4am and drive to oakland pick up some bags then drive to tracy, manteca, stockton, lodi. be done by 8am then go home take a nap and a shower then i have to be at lodi at 4pm and work myself backwords until 9 pm and its the most borring shit ever. but i get paid cash but i rather have a more interestin job than just doin that. and i only get paid $ 500 buck a week minus gas which is like 150 a week
so was it right for me to leave? what would you have done?
