I just woke up take a look at my clock it;s
4 06 ....
I ain't been able to sleep I feel restless....
having suicidal dreams.. that be leavin me breathless....
I don't see what the fuck im living fo....
I'm just a walkin dead mutha fucka.. my soul
been dead for years.. im so cold...
i don't even shed any more tears...
and I have no fear in my heart....
I picture the bloody seen of my demise...
throat slit with my head ripped open...
blood spattered everywhere...
what a beautiful decoration.....
and I Wish i could smell my rotten body....
they can dump off my corpse at
rotten robbie..
I just one bullet or one knife to end my fuckin life....
All i know now is that I wanna die...
I just think of holdin the 9 to my dome....
blastin my fuckin face off with the chrome....
Forever I'll be the heartless thug.. no luv...
with the mind of a souljah....
BUt these days.. im feelin like there's nothing left....
All im seeing in my future.. is darkness...
and death... and I ain't even played with tha ouija yet.....
It seems i've been cursed.. since my birth... i guess im payin for all my sins... cause every since i started walkin at age 6.. I been livin the dead life every since.....
I guess that's I always felt at home.. at funeral homes.. and cemetaries.. trying get big money... like a mercenary.. on a money making misssion....
But these bitches ain't understand...
all this shit I spit is.. real....
They shoulda murdered me in surgery...
I ain't fuckin playin.. i've been ready for death....
I'm feelin that suicidal urge inside me again...
In fact if you ask the devil.. he'll tell you I'm already dead....
Real shit.. from the heart... bitch! fuck everythang....
i put that on my father's grave .. mutha fuckas...
FUCK THA WORLD