*picks up picture of self when I was 3 years old*.. *puts head down and sighs*..
mane if theres one thing Ive realize its how hard my parents tryed for the 'perfect child'-
the streets have changed me- all mom's shed tears didnt effect me thoughts was mild-
wish I could go back to 87- brain washed by the realities and fatalities of the game by age 11-
I had chances to change my ways- but now I realize it was so called 'life' not a phase-
seein now that I cant take what Ive done back- I realize how hard it is to commence to not talkin 'smack'-
I'm a changed boy but it takes a man to admit it- doin my best to get this off my chest so I spit it-
this may not be some of my best work but its the first tellin thoughts on life- seen foo's pullin blades takin breath with a knife-
tell me would an ordinary boy see this?- older heads killin young kids thinkin 'I cant be touched' my caps done miss-
let me give you a peice of advice- wanna roll the dice? think just bust dont glance- armegeddon is comin god wil judge us all- you wanna take that chance?-
I fight the struggle knowin it all could have been avoided- throwin down for my town why? exploited-
this is just my outlook in the jungle we live in- seein I have to pack a strap for saftey, homeboys blow to obliviean-
Just some real talk off my chest..
mane if theres one thing Ive realize its how hard my parents tryed for the 'perfect child'-
the streets have changed me- all mom's shed tears didnt effect me thoughts was mild-
wish I could go back to 87- brain washed by the realities and fatalities of the game by age 11-
I had chances to change my ways- but now I realize it was so called 'life' not a phase-
seein now that I cant take what Ive done back- I realize how hard it is to commence to not talkin 'smack'-
I'm a changed boy but it takes a man to admit it- doin my best to get this off my chest so I spit it-
this may not be some of my best work but its the first tellin thoughts on life- seen foo's pullin blades takin breath with a knife-
tell me would an ordinary boy see this?- older heads killin young kids thinkin 'I cant be touched' my caps done miss-
let me give you a peice of advice- wanna roll the dice? think just bust dont glance- armegeddon is comin god wil judge us all- you wanna take that chance?-
I fight the struggle knowin it all could have been avoided- throwin down for my town why? exploited-
this is just my outlook in the jungle we live in- seein I have to pack a strap for saftey, homeboys blow to obliviean-
Just some real talk off my chest..
