never thought i'd be here
so near to something
i can't understand
nothing to demand
in my hand
are the keys to your eyes
you tattooed your lies
in my heart
was that you from the start
in the begining
in the end
remembering a friend
who's gone
a song i sing
to block the sting
of the pain
his life in vain
refrain from indulging in memory
the synergy glowing
ignorant and knowing
about a man on a cross
at a loss with no hope
when i found out the joke was on me
flee today from tomorrow
from the sorrow yesterday brings
cling to you for the security
of closure
sober from being so drunk
slower
slums
seeing
sluts
the stench stunk from the dead soul in my chest
your worst is my best
a failed test
no passing grade
enslaved by reality
in my grave
battering me
scatter the ashes
when she bats her lashes from the whip
rip your dogma from the bowl of inertia
slowing me down
a crying clown
deaf to the sounds
of her cries
in my hand are the keys to her eyes
unlock the door
scorn the whore in you
heal the sore
settle the score
nail the door shut
i forgot why i locked it
until i saw you again
the broken clock ticks
counting all my sins
again it begins and then ends again
ashes to ashes
dust to dust
slashes and slashes
blood turns to rust
digusted
mistrusted
by someone like you
i should've knew
what you were up to
but i couldn't see through
the viel of deceit
wash the christ's feet
in my tears and fears of joy
years ago this boy was a man
who could stand tall
all i can do now is call out
and shout about your doubt
now it stops
when it drops
it shatters like glass
i never could imagine this happening so fast
last call
for all whose souls are damned
crammed in a catch twenty two
for me
for you
you see
we're through
like the son
it is done
so near to something
i can't understand
nothing to demand
in my hand
are the keys to your eyes
you tattooed your lies
in my heart
was that you from the start
in the begining
in the end
remembering a friend
who's gone
a song i sing
to block the sting
of the pain
his life in vain
refrain from indulging in memory
the synergy glowing
ignorant and knowing
about a man on a cross
at a loss with no hope
when i found out the joke was on me
flee today from tomorrow
from the sorrow yesterday brings
cling to you for the security
of closure
sober from being so drunk
slower
slums
seeing
sluts
the stench stunk from the dead soul in my chest
your worst is my best
a failed test
no passing grade
enslaved by reality
in my grave
battering me
scatter the ashes
when she bats her lashes from the whip
rip your dogma from the bowl of inertia
slowing me down
a crying clown
deaf to the sounds
of her cries
in my hand are the keys to her eyes
unlock the door
scorn the whore in you
heal the sore
settle the score
nail the door shut
i forgot why i locked it
until i saw you again
the broken clock ticks
counting all my sins
again it begins and then ends again
ashes to ashes
dust to dust
slashes and slashes
blood turns to rust
digusted
mistrusted
by someone like you
i should've knew
what you were up to
but i couldn't see through
the viel of deceit
wash the christ's feet
in my tears and fears of joy
years ago this boy was a man
who could stand tall
all i can do now is call out
and shout about your doubt
now it stops
when it drops
it shatters like glass
i never could imagine this happening so fast
last call
for all whose souls are damned
crammed in a catch twenty two
for me
for you
you see
we're through
like the son
it is done