i agree, im a pretty optimistic person and weather it be relationships or politics it seems nobody is every satisfied and always want conflict. The world loves drama, women love drama which make them a bitch to deal with, this is off topic in a way but i just can't stand when a chick goes crazy and blames u for shit that makes no sence at all. I know men and women are entirely different species but i just don't understand it. The world is a bitch sometimes in my point of view. It is so rare to see love in the world. Somebodies always hating in there own way it seems, the older I get the more I see it. If u smile people say u are weak or fake, if u frown ur an asshole, nobody is ever satisfied.
I remember back about 6 years ago, I was in 9th grade at high school. I had okay looking clothes and i was smiling in the mood to go talk to a chick and what not. A group of guys shooting dice stopped all of a sudden and looked at me, i smiled at them to show them love and they ran up on me and beat the shit out of me. I had elbows flying at my skull, kicked in the ribs, i only tried to fight back for a second, and then they were like, "oh u wanna fight now." It just seems people bring u down for there own reasons and dont give a fuck about why u are a certain way, Getting my ass kicked made me an asshole for a while, i wouldnt smile even when i was happy because of fear of another ass whoopin, so these guys definateley got the best of me and turned me into a puss for awhile. I found myself avoiding people out of fear that I would get my ass kicked if i would be myself. These problems are minute compared to Earths poverty, violence, and hate that occur on a much higher level everyday. But now that ive grown up ive realized like outkast says "THE WHOLE WORLD LOVES IT WHEN U DONT GET DOWN". This could be jealously, or just plain stupdity but either way haters will be around for ever, im glad i got my ass kicked in a way, it let me see how cold the world is, when u get jumped for being happy to be alive something is wrong with the world. But for every 100 assholes theres some cool person, and ive learned to not sweat the small stuff cuz it could be worse, but damn, with September 11 happening people still have so much hate for eachother, we are not united at all, this is sad but i guess u just have to get through it and whatever doesnt kill u makes u stronger so fuck the people that try to bring u down. Be yourself and really look at things from anothers point of view