Man this summer has been wierd. I recall having a dream that i went to work. Everyone knew that i did something horid. I knew that i was goin to prison for a long time. I knew that freedom was no longer for me. I was gonna be locked up for a long time. The thought of this scared me shitless. Shitless to the point when i woke up(rather then saying oooeww!!! that was just a dream) I woke up in denial. I wasn't relieved when i woke up. I was depressed and hopless. All i wanted to do was go back to sleep and forget about it. I rolled over and went back to sleep. I woke up and the same shit happened(i started freakin out telling myself im going to prison!) I rolled over to the other side and went back to sleep. I then woke up and got out of bed and i was sooo fuckin happy to realize it was just a dream. I was soo scared. I remember asking myself over over did i do it?... This has happened to me 2 times this summer within the last months. Ive never expeirence anything like it. Just thinking about it gives me goose bumps.