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Underneath these moments.believe into faith.bleed.
This eve scrapes you.soft as the morning we breath.
It reminds me.how it feels to suffocate.in disbelief.
I read your lips.before you opened your mouth to speak.
("after all we've been through")
Impaled.the sharpest of dull blades.I can not bleed.
Don't let me die now.is all i ask.
("I just don't love you")
As my body falls.you won't catch me.
I'll reach for you and feel my whole world colapse.
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This is where I reduce to tears.
(this is when you show me you care)
Seperate the pieces.scatter them.forget you even exist.
But I can't picture me without you.
(even this thought is about you)
Is it so wrong I love you.
(I hate you because I love you)
I love the lies that are more black then white.
(The ones you mean to hurt)
And I love to hurt.if it makes you happy.
(a SMILE is this death sentence)
(pain isn't pain without you).
(and they say).
Misery loves company.
My sequenced breath.
timed to coincide with your heartbeat.
My heartbeat wasn't meant to beat.
a second that your lungs don't breath.
All that is me.nothing.
(NOTHING-NOT-A-THING.just nothing)
I discovered something in the storm.
So cold.appearing so warm.
Brought into your world.
(imbrued)...............In the words of you.
(imbrued).
With broken promises.
(imbrued)...........In the eyes of you.
(IMBRUED).
Without you showing a second thought.............(I KNEW)
When you said you never loved me.you didn't............(and I knew)
When you said you wished I would die.
You realy did.
This emotional string.ends here.and as of now.
(now as of me)
I will live without you.and you shall see me smile.
(and your feelings won't mean anything).
(in the sense of hate).
I WILL HATE YOU.
Because inside.these scabs tell me "I still love you".
Thoughts Snow Brings
Seed.flower through frustration.
invoke twilight.sombering.infatuation.
enxiaty.midnight is but a pearl in the sky.
idolise submission.give upon light.(with luminious hope to die).
do speak slowly.contemplate.conduct truthfull sorrow.
visualise all.that they will.will-not.as dust does follow.
here now.grasp.an apologetic piece.
"This ends.I forgive.....you.and now not me"
Wraith
I Implore this lucid star gazing infatuation.
Reverie.amongst us.design this notion in asperation.
Intend to pretend.depreciate honesty.
Apraise lies.wish fiction with eternity.
Cantillate.your screams.into hope.
Desiderate.solicist the dreams.invoked.
I was there.that same cloud.as you are.
Suffocating in effluvium.just as you are.
You though.heretofore have drowned.consciousness
And I antecedently guided.you into incapacitated emptyness
So synchronically.we will welcome despair.
And concomitantly well find answers to whats not there.
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Pulchritudinous.poisoned.perfect as diamonds beneath the sea.
The sound scars make.onomatopoeiate me leaving me. (CRYING)
Design outset nascency.iluminate yourself in the light of you.
Distort what they destroyed.It's as beautiful as tonights view.
Twilight so splendid.dawn my burgandy dream.I won't awake.
As this absconds.demoralizing.as disfigurement creates.
Lacerations.cicatrices.stains.wishes that never came true.
The vociferating voice.my body.pleads for the pity of you.
(& ONLY YOU)
Thus your proposed conclusion.with this crestfallen image of me.
Extraction of my soul.benevolence.as for you I bleed.
In our graves.happyness has become what we've made.
In the breathing dust of autumns crippled wind.(TOGETHER).I laid.
Underneath these moments.believe into faith.bleed.
This eve scrapes you.soft as the morning we breath.
It reminds me.how it feels to suffocate.in disbelief.
I read your lips.before you opened your mouth to speak.
("after all we've been through")
Impaled.the sharpest of dull blades.I can not bleed.
Don't let me die now.is all i ask.
("I just don't love you")
As my body falls.you won't catch me.
I'll reach for you and feel my whole world colapse.
Untitled
This is where I reduce to tears.
(this is when you show me you care)
Seperate the pieces.scatter them.forget you even exist.
But I can't picture me without you.
(even this thought is about you)
Is it so wrong I love you.
(I hate you because I love you)
I love the lies that are more black then white.
(The ones you mean to hurt)
And I love to hurt.if it makes you happy.
(a SMILE is this death sentence)
(pain isn't pain without you).
(and they say).
Misery loves company.
My sequenced breath.
timed to coincide with your heartbeat.
My heartbeat wasn't meant to beat.
a second that your lungs don't breath.
All that is me.nothing.
(NOTHING-NOT-A-THING.just nothing)
I discovered something in the storm.
So cold.appearing so warm.
Brought into your world.
(imbrued)...............In the words of you.
(imbrued).
With broken promises.
(imbrued)...........In the eyes of you.
(IMBRUED).
Without you showing a second thought.............(I KNEW)
When you said you never loved me.you didn't............(and I knew)
When you said you wished I would die.
You realy did.
This emotional string.ends here.and as of now.
(now as of me)
I will live without you.and you shall see me smile.
(and your feelings won't mean anything).
(in the sense of hate).
I WILL HATE YOU.
Because inside.these scabs tell me "I still love you".
Thoughts Snow Brings
Seed.flower through frustration.
invoke twilight.sombering.infatuation.
enxiaty.midnight is but a pearl in the sky.
idolise submission.give upon light.(with luminious hope to die).
do speak slowly.contemplate.conduct truthfull sorrow.
visualise all.that they will.will-not.as dust does follow.
here now.grasp.an apologetic piece.
"This ends.I forgive.....you.and now not me"
Wraith
I Implore this lucid star gazing infatuation.
Reverie.amongst us.design this notion in asperation.
Intend to pretend.depreciate honesty.
Apraise lies.wish fiction with eternity.
Cantillate.your screams.into hope.
Desiderate.solicist the dreams.invoked.
I was there.that same cloud.as you are.
Suffocating in effluvium.just as you are.
You though.heretofore have drowned.consciousness
And I antecedently guided.you into incapacitated emptyness
So synchronically.we will welcome despair.
And concomitantly well find answers to whats not there.
Untitled
Pulchritudinous.poisoned.perfect as diamonds beneath the sea.
The sound scars make.onomatopoeiate me leaving me. (CRYING)
Design outset nascency.iluminate yourself in the light of you.
Distort what they destroyed.It's as beautiful as tonights view.
Twilight so splendid.dawn my burgandy dream.I won't awake.
As this absconds.demoralizing.as disfigurement creates.
Lacerations.cicatrices.stains.wishes that never came true.
The vociferating voice.my body.pleads for the pity of you.
(& ONLY YOU)
Thus your proposed conclusion.with this crestfallen image of me.
Extraction of my soul.benevolence.as for you I bleed.
In our graves.happyness has become what we've made.
In the breathing dust of autumns crippled wind.(TOGETHER).I laid.
