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ive also been tryin to curb my self destructive appetetite...its damn hard...i stick to beer but am no stranger to drinkin three 40's on a average nearly 7days a week...add that too my cigarette dank and cocaine habit...and its an unhealthy life to say the least..i suffer side effects from my abuse like my leg stay tingling...bad circulation..trouble sleepin...so i actually went 3 days out of last week without drinkin..one day with a couple beers and the other days i went pretty hard...its an inner struggle i believe talkin to others with similar struggles is a plus...but ultimately this a battle that must be fought within ones own mind...luck to everybody
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yep it is.....its a hard struggle.....i gotta do what i gotta do for myself and my daughter......i just came back from the dr today.....i feel pretty good about myself..found out i got high blood pressure high cholesterol....the dr said i could start having beginning stages of cirrious of the liver by the age of 25...2 yrs away.....but i know what i gotta do now.....im on some medicine...starting today im gonna try....drinking is the hardest one....cuz without drinking......during the day i dont have nonthin else forward to look to...here we go
yep it is.....its a hard struggle.....i gotta do what i gotta do for myself and my daughter......i just came back from the dr today.....i feel pretty good about myself..found out i got high blood pressure high cholesterol....the dr said i could start having beginning stages of cirrious of the liver by the age of 25...2 yrs away.....but i know what i gotta do now.....im on some medicine...starting today im gonna try....drinking is the hardest one....cuz without drinking......during the day i dont have nonthin else forward to look to...here we go
I don't mean to lecture you, x-loc. But you seem like a good dude, and you obviously care about your daughter. So let's get real. Alcohol is taking a SERIOUS toll on your health, bro. You've got high blood pressure, high cholesterol and liver problems, and you're not even 25! You've tried to stop drinking on your own terms numerous times and you have been unsuccessful. So I think it's time to get serious and seek professional help! AA and other rehab programs have saved so many lives and best of all, they are FREE! So I ask again, what have you got to lose?? You NEED to get healthy so that you could live long enough to watch your daughter grow and be the best parent possible!
