i've thought about this a lot, and i know it prolly souind weird to y'all, but i wanna die from bullet wounds.... not to the lungs.... i wanna feel that PAIN for an hour, that exquisite pain.... teetering on the brink of life and death, dancing on a razor's edge.... i'm serious as fuck... i've thought about this for years..... but don't get it twisted....I don't wanna get shot and i don't wanna die.... but if that's what's up... then ^^THAT'S^^ what's up....