a certian song reminds me of whats wrong wuts been troubling me for so long//
i sit back and i think is this the brink of my day or will i shrink and fade, at any moment its like everyday at least once iv shown it//
but all i do is condone it as i spit i think about all this shit//
Lifes like a big question mark, and the answer u can never get//
instead we create temporary solutions to keep busy everyday//
but as i sit and watch snow fall along with rain my heart is filled with pain and all i can do to make it better is pray or say what i feel and just know that, that alone is real//
the things that hurt me the most are things i couldnt even post//
im burnt like a black piece of toast just to be thrown away and never consumed//
as far as i thought i assumed i do somthing great but know i sit back , i think, and i contemplate, about eveydy life, people and maybe someday my fate//
drugs and drink are a temporary solution on how to not think about things iv just thrown down the sink//
things i regret that burn in my heart tear me apart all i want is a fresh start, is that too much to ask?//
but ight now its so dark, i try to fight, show what i feel, but still i see no light, and despite lessons learned people seem to think its all about money earned, what happend to my feeling as stomachs churned, getting fucked over....my emotions burned//
i have been through a lot and if i can give u one piece of advice, not trying to be nice but trying to melt away the ice the sepreates u from life, is that u gotta do what u gotta do be urself, hang wit ur crew, dont hesitate on important situiation nothing comes good from hesitation, i guess what im trying to say is do ya thang....
EveryDay....
i sit back and i think is this the brink of my day or will i shrink and fade, at any moment its like everyday at least once iv shown it//
but all i do is condone it as i spit i think about all this shit//
Lifes like a big question mark, and the answer u can never get//
instead we create temporary solutions to keep busy everyday//
but as i sit and watch snow fall along with rain my heart is filled with pain and all i can do to make it better is pray or say what i feel and just know that, that alone is real//
the things that hurt me the most are things i couldnt even post//
im burnt like a black piece of toast just to be thrown away and never consumed//
as far as i thought i assumed i do somthing great but know i sit back , i think, and i contemplate, about eveydy life, people and maybe someday my fate//
drugs and drink are a temporary solution on how to not think about things iv just thrown down the sink//
things i regret that burn in my heart tear me apart all i want is a fresh start, is that too much to ask?//
but ight now its so dark, i try to fight, show what i feel, but still i see no light, and despite lessons learned people seem to think its all about money earned, what happend to my feeling as stomachs churned, getting fucked over....my emotions burned//
i have been through a lot and if i can give u one piece of advice, not trying to be nice but trying to melt away the ice the sepreates u from life, is that u gotta do what u gotta do be urself, hang wit ur crew, dont hesitate on important situiation nothing comes good from hesitation, i guess what im trying to say is do ya thang....
EveryDay....