I dont want to see tomorrow

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Jul 30, 2002
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Pain, sorrow, not wanting to see tomorrow
Not caring about my life, no care for the present
Living life as a dirty peasant
Running with a gun to my head,
No point to live, so I wish to be dead
I wonder what it's like,
When a slug goes through your brain
Should I try it to end this besieging pain?
No lights, only darkness lurks
God looks at me and cant help but smirk
With one quick action, my life could be ended
My heart hurts too much, and will never be mended
Short but bitter, that is my life
One slit to my wrist, and I drop the knife

i hate life sometimes, but i must pass the test God has given me, i cant give up.
 
Aug 28, 2002
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My Poem...

Some girl got me into trying this poetry thing... Here is my point of view on life...

I spark the soaked blunt wrap letting my painz ooze away-
I feel the stress seep through my poors-
I think that the T.H.C is getting the best of me-
I feel suicidal tendisies run though my mind-
I feel death is the answer as I hover over my own tombstone-
I watch the faces of death fade as I pass over-
I think god has recieved the message I wont be spendin eternity in heaven-
I am cut from the kneez down leaving me stumped-
I cannot do much but hesitate on my next move-
Im hung over not on drink but drunk off my own painz-
I will previal and let god see my soul-
I shal expose my heart and let him see my true stars and stripes-
I wont give up with out a fight-
I feel "only the dead have seen the end of war"-



Get at me with some feedback I wanna know if I'm any good at this kind of stuff.. thankz...
 
Apr 26, 2002
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i could never imagine that my happiness would vanish,
tryin to be a stronger man in a land that is scandalous,
searchin for better days, a place where hope is dominant,
take me away from this pain and broken promises,
a man can only take so much before he busts,
goin blind thru hard times and make him lose touch.
i'm hearin death callin me, sounds inviting,
from this hurt and this pain and this stress and this fighting.
writing's an outlet, displayin forbidden dreams,
eliminate this hate that this cold world has given me,
lookin in the mirror, tryin to find my sould it hurts,
scared to have kids, when a seed is born it's cursed,
show a sign, cuz my misery grows with time,
hope is blind, i won't hesitate to blow my mind,
whether it's heaven or hell, set me free,
cuz i kno i won't be livin to tell, let me be.

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