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Apr 25, 2002
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it's back up.

let me know whut you think?

i'm also taking suggestions.don't trip offa spelling or punctuation though.

i'll let you know when the guess book is up.
 
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i'm not trying to be a smart ass, but if you don't stay on your meds do you start flippin out and shit? like seeing shit and thinking everyone is out to get you or whatnot? if so, what's the most bizarre shit you've seen or thought....just curious as to what's going on in the mind of a skitzo(no disrespect)........my homeboy just found out his cousin is a paranoid skitzophrenic, and he said this guy thinks jehova witnesses are the fbi doing survielence(sp?) on him....and then he goes around whispering shit into peoples ears, nobody knows what he's saying to them because they hurry up and run off and then he won't tell what he said........funny but sad....
 
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Good shit, Topper. I'm sorry to hear all the bullshit you went through. Tupac once said something like, "what does not kill me only makes me stronger." Life's all about experiences and when we overcome them, (hopefully) we learn and become stronger.
 
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thanks for the kind words unregistered,i feel battle scared being sick like this days are better but i feel like i need to get all the shit in the past out to move on.thats a whole nother issue i'm pondering.thanks.

and nightbreed my shit was'nt wayyy out like that my experience of seeing things.i only saw sumthing once at work.i seen home made knives laying around like prison knives.and my co worker was staring at me holding an ice pic.i thought it was real it was only after the fact that when i got better i realized everything i witnesses visual and auditory was actually never happening.

as for my delusions as in voices and parinoid thoughts i thought my nieghbors were talking about us and i thought i can hear it.also when i was out in the nieghborhood hanging out i thought everyone was speaking about me from their homes.

no disrespect takin.it shows people actually give a fuck when they ask questions because most people think it's too touchy to speak to me about it which only adds to the stigma.

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yea homie it's a roller coaster of emotion at the same time like a nightmare in waking life literally.

hit my guest book up when it's available.
 
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Tooper you have THE worst rhymes I have ever seen. they make me want to cut my wrists they are so shitty. how can you live with yourself knowing that you are so weak?