My ass is getting super bad and I don't think its going to be alive much longer, it's like my ass is fighting with me everyday, I got these bullshit stuck up there I gotta stay sober for, ain't got no bitch that I can go to and talk about this shit too, can't drive myself to shit it's like by ass is falling apart by the fucking hour it feels like. Sometimes I just wish I could go to some far away place and never have to worry about this shit... Sorry if it sounds like I'm complaining but I'm really wondering what's gonna happen to me next? I can't remember the last time some positive shit has came out..... Im really on some fuck shit right about now......