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HERESY

THE HIDDEN HAND...
Apr 25, 2002
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Just lost my "BIG MOM" last night. She was 91 and lived a good life. Shits crazy now because I was one of her primary providers for the last five years, and now she isn't here.

For those who've been in contact regarding music/beats, let me sort my head for a bit. I'm logging off the net for a minute and need to just spend some time with my Mom now.

See ya in a couple...

:H:
 

fillyacup

Rest In Free SoCo
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sorry to hear that bro. keep your head right..dont slip man, its way to easy after a loss but i know you know this.

take care folks
 

L.D.S.

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I know where your head is at, bro. Stay up, and shout if you need an outside source for help or just an ear listen to you talk. Rest in peace to your Grandma.
 
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This is why I say "Life is too short to hold a grudge. Many people do because it offers the illusion of power and a perverse feeling of security. But, in fact, we are held hostage by our anger. Forgiveness is a process. Particularly when the act was very hurtful, it may take a long time to feel ready to reconnect with the person who offended you but the first step is to express your hurt and start over before its too late."

and

‎'To forgive is to set a prisoner free and discover the prisoner was you.' ---Lewis Smedes.
 
Jul 21, 2002
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I lost my grandma last week and had the funeral on my birthday of all days so I know how you feel man. We didn't end up going to visit her the weekend before she died so we were buggin on that too.

She lives on through all the great memories I had with her. Keep your head up breh
 

Dana Dane

RIP Vallejo Kid
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Damn, H, sorry to hear that. Give my love to Rav and the family. You'll be in my prayers, and even though I haven't talked to you in hella long, I'll be here if you need an ear. RIP to you Big Mom.

RIP to your grandmother too Chris.
 
Jul 21, 2002
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Thanks y'all. It's a crappy situation cause now that she's been put to rest, the family is beefin hard. All the stuff people didn't wanna say while she was alive has been opened up and the family is pretty divided.

She had Alzheimer's for 3 years and she was really doin bad so on one had I was glad she didn't have to suffer anymore even though we miss her of course. It cheered me up though when I realized that I never saw her mad for more than about 5 minutes or less. She would always shrug it off and laugh about it and move on. I hope I can achieve that attitude about life and keep pluggin on