well, hm this gets me thinkin.
i've always considered myself an athiest, because frankly i couldn't find any other way to describe my hatred for religions in any other way.
but now, i guess i've dropped that, but i still would in some way, consider myself an athiest, but then....
what if i believe that things are meant to be...like the whole karma theory, like i wouldn't have been going through this, thinking this, sayin this, if i haven't been put through somethingin the past with the same type/amount of energy.
is that god?
or just a personal theory on the rules of humanity?
i guess i've been wishy washy as to explain anything using the word god, especially since everyone who said god were jesus freaks and said that i was going to hell.
lol, it just deterred me from the word itself.